happy pills //f.w × reader _completed.

pill 7.

"I want you to take her."

"What? Why?"

"Cause your father raped her! It's for her own safety!"

"Fucking Bullshit! You just don't want to deal with her illness!"

"You're right...you're totally right...I can't take care of her. You're more like a mother to her than I am.."

"You're pathetic, Mom."

"I know, Natalia."

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It was getting worse every day. You were going insane and it was worrying you.

"Tell me about this...dream?"

"I told you it wasn't a dream. I was awake when it happened. I thought we went over this already. Aren't you suppose to help me?" You asked clenching your fists. You were tired of your therapist asking the same questions over and over again.

"Well, if it wasn't a dream then I say it was a hallucination." The lady says and scribbles down something on her clipboard.

A hallucination? You haven't had those since you were a kid. The time you were at your worst.

"What do I need to do to prevent these hallucinations from messing me up?" You asked and looked at her.

She let out a sigh and looked at you. Her bright green eyes piercing right through you. It didn't effect you at all. You just stared back at her.

"You take pills."

"But I already take pills."

"Well, I'm sorry but you have to take more."

You were done. You were absolutely done with taking pills. All you wanted to be was normal. You wanted to be free from the illness you had. You wanted to be free from that little demon in your mind. Then you got up feeling angry and leaving the office. You walked pass everyone with tears swelling up in your eyes. Natalia was there and saw you. She ran after you and noticed how you were walking towards traffic.

Tears now ran down your cheeks as you sobbed and walked towards the cars that zoomed passed you. You just wanted to be normal but you knew that wasn't going to happen. So you just thought...

"If I can't be normal then what's the point of living?"

Natalia called out for your name as she ran towards you. You ignored your name being called as you stepped on the entrance and watched the cars pass you. You were only one step away from ending it all.

"Y/n!" Natalia screamed and then grabbed you before you took that step. She pulled you towards her and grabbed your shoulders looking at you. An angry expression on her. She was furious but you knew she was scared.

"What the fuck is wrong with you?! Are you crazy?!" Natalia asked.

You sobbed more and tried to explain why you did it but no words could be made out besides babbling and screaming. Natalia pulled you close to her and hugged you tightly. She rubbed your arms and kissed your head.

"It's okay...it's okay....we'll figure this out. Okay?"

You nodded and sniffled as you felt her shirt getting soaked in tears. Natalia then begin to walk towards the car and noticed everyone staring at the both of you.

"Show's over, dickheads!" Natalia shouted as she opened the back door for you to get in. You got in and looked down ignoring the people outside. Natalia huffed and got in. She started the engine and was about to leave but then noticed the therapist come out and knock on the window. Natalia rolled down the window and looked at the therapist. An intimidating glare Natalia gave which made the therapist nervous.

"You can't leave. You haven't paid me." She said and looked at Natalia

"I'm not paying you for the shitty therapist work you did on my sister. You aren't helping her at all. In fact, here." Natalia said and pretending to pull something out her pocket.

Instead, it was her hand with the middle finger sticking up. You held in your laughter as you watched the therapist be taken aback by Natalia's middle finger.

"Watch your feet." Natalia said and put the car in reverse. The therapist jumped back as Natalia quickly reversed and drove off. On the way she knocked over a few signs that belonged to the place. You begin to laugh and wipe your eyes.

Natalia looked at you in the rear view mirror. A smile on Natalia's face.

"You're a badass." You chuckled.

"I know." Natalia smirked.