𝐈𝐍𝐃𝐈𝐀𝐒 𝐁𝐄𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐆. [UNEDITED]

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November 9th

"I tried to drink it away." India sang as she sat in the center of her bed and rolled up quietly, nodding her head as cranes in the sky played on her loud speaker.

It'd been a weird few days dodging Jade and everyone else. She'd zoned out completely, spending the last 6 days crammed inside of her room.

After leaving Jades she went to school and unenrolled then took the subway to the nearest GED testing facility. Passed with flying colors. $120 for all of the exams and paper work. Then $250 on all of the weed she'd bought to numb whatever this strange feeling she had was.

Life caught her by surprise. She didn't know what to do with herself anymore... it was like she genuinely had no one. Xander was a phone call away but he had a life that she didn't feel important enough to interrupt that.

Well it's like, cranes in the sky. Sometimes I don't wanna feel those, metal clouds.

India's phone had been ringing non stop all week. Of course she knew it was jade, it became even clearer when he knocked and slammed his fist against her door for hours at a time almost everyday for the past 6 days.

It was a conversation she wasn't ready for, she felt like she'd never be ready for it honestly. Seeing him would replay the whole night in her head in detail.

Instead of moving to answer the door she stared at the wall in front of her, drowning at the sound of him calling her name through her front door as Cranes in the Sky played loudly.

"I'm sorry, just talk to me." He leaned his head against the door and ignored the ache in his chest from knowing that she heard him and out right refused to speak to him.

When the song ended she still didn't have it in her to move and play something else. She just wanted to sit there and now she was being tortured by Jades shameless and endless begging outside of her door. Of course she could just answer but if she did that then the conversation would be forced on her. She knew him, he didn't let anything go.

"Fuck it bro I can't make you talk to me. But don't expect me to kiss ass when you ready because I tried. Fucking hate this shit!"

She heard him screaming and cussing her out through the other side, followed by two or three violently hard hits at her door. Then it was quiet.

He'd left.

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Jade laid in bed staring at the ceiling, not doing or thinking anything really. He felt like if he thought too much he'd spaz out and do something dumb so he just stayed really still.