random thoughts.

day 1

12:46 am: today went well. i guess? I've been waking up rly early for the past two years every
day, including weekends and it's tiring. i would enjoy waking up at ten am one day..honestly. schools been hard for me as well. it fills up most of my free time, and im supposed to be on winter break! i am behind but it's not my fault! ugh i wish i could do anything i want for at least a day. I've been wanting to go on a diet but i don't know how to feel about it. i feel sort of chubbier and my face has been a lot rounder. anyways yesterday i was crying a lot because of school. it's been so hard wow. and let's not talk about how we might move again. we literally moved about three months ago??? it's fine tho I'll be happy either way.

12:54 am: hmm I've been thinking and i honestly want a pet bunny...that's sort of unrealistic but it's a thing you know! thinking of having the cute lil bunny in your arms just cuddling you makes me so so soft :( bunny plushies are my fav! if you buy me a plushie just because you think i'd like it, i automatically will 4evr!!! but i have no one to give me one so anyways...

1:00 am: apart from that i really hope i can sleep soon. I've been sleeping really late for so many reasons and one of them is because of the stress and anxiety i have. friends constantly leaving and well...you get the point. i don't expect anyone seeing this but. thank you? that's all for now.