I am garnering so much attention at I am on the verge of breaking down. I don't know what to do and where to go. Nasa couch lang ako sa backstage ng hall at katabi ko si Shine.
"Miss, should we call for the security to assist you?" I shook my head. Sapo ko ang ulo ko.
"cancel my appointment. I will stay here until everyone left." Sabi ko
I turned on my phone to see what is happening. I received bunch of calls/messages from my family. I called Marius.
"Ate, where are you?" galit nyang sabi
"I'm in Paris. W-what happened?" naiiyak kong tanong
"Magnolia saw your husband na may kaakbayan at kalandian." Diin nyang sabi. I can't help but break down. Tangina Shawn
"Ate you better leave that asshole, galit na galit si Kuya Cal. He's planning to pull out the shares we bought sa kompanya ni Shawn."
My Kuya invested in Shawn's company. Nag iexpand din ang company kaya't kumuha kami ng buildings from Shawn's.
"I will settle this, I'm just stuck right here, the press just fucking mobbed me." Naiinis na rin ako sa nangyayari
"Tss, wag lang magpakita sa akin ang gagong yun. Tangina wala pang one month kayong mag-asawa ah." Sabi nya. I said my goodbye and hang up
Yakap yakap ko ang aking mga paa at nakayuko. Tulo lang ng tulo ang mga luha ko. I know it is my fault. Kung sana na suklian ko lang ang pagmamahal ni Shawn sa akin, pero hindi pa ako nakaka move on. Narinig kong may pumasok, I ignored it. I thought it's just shine.
"Eat, Yssha." Sabi ng pamilyar na baritonong boses. I looked up to him, my ex-husband. Napatingin ako sa nilapag nyang container. May laman etong take out.
"Why are you here?" tanong ko at pinahiran ang mukha ko. I know I look like a mess
"Eat the food. You may live after you eat, pinaalis na ang mga press sa labas." He said that in his usual cold tone. I nodded. Paalis na dapat sya but I called for him
"Mavy, thank you." He nodded. Nang umalis na sya ay saktong pag agos ng luha ko. I really missed him, I really want to hug him.
Kung sana naging maingat lang ako, kung sana ay napangalagaan ko ang baby namin. Siguro I would still be with him. Siguro I wouldn't feel this sad. Siguro hindi kami naghiwalay.
I forced myself to eat. Lumabas na rin kami ni Shine, pagkatapos.
I booked the earliest flight home, tangina mo shawn, magtutuos tayo.
**
Pagkarating sa Manila ay agad akong nag pa drop off sa bahay namin.
I was right, he is here. Nagpapakalasing.
"Yssha, please let's talk.." bigla nyang tayo nang Makita ako. There is nothing in my eyes but anger.
"Is it true?" diretso kong tanong
"I was talking with a girl, I was drunk, but I wasn't planning to go farther with her, I don't even know the girl" sabi nya na mamula mula ang mga mata
"Bullshit naman, Shawn. Tangina naman eh, bat mo ko pinakasalan?" frustrated kong sabi
"I love you so much Ysh, but I was frustrated too. I can't even make love with my wife dahil di ka pa maka move on. That's why nang lumapit yung babae sa akin at binigyan ako ng attention na hindi maibigay ng asawa ko, I grabbed it. Tangina Ysh, ano pa ba ang kulang sa akin?" I saw tears on his eyes
"Ginawa ko naman lahat, pero bakit walang epekto? Ysh, you married me. You made that decision with me, bat parang ako lang ang kasal sa iyo?" He looked very hurt
It's my fault. Sana pala ay hindi nalang ako pumayag. Tangina naman
"I am so sorry, Shawn. I know I've been unfair. But trust me, I tried to love you—"
"You tried but you couldn't." tumulo ang mga luha sa mata nya. I nodded.
"I'm so sorry." Iyak rin ako ng iyak. He hugged me tight to hush me, he gave me a kiss on my forehead.
"Cancel the registration of our marriage." Sabi nya bago sya umalis. This is his house pero sya ang umalis.
"Sarah, don't go through with the registration." Utos ko sa secretarya ko. Somehow the conflict with the papers is a blessing in disguise. It's almost impossible to annul here in PH.
I phone Kuya and explained to him everything. I told him to keep the Stocks, at kung hindi ay ako mismo ang bibili. May problema pa man din si Maggie at gusto ni kuya na ang kukuning pera from his stocks ay sa kompanya nina Mag ilalagay. We agreed na ako nalang ang mag iinvest kina Maggie and to keep his stocks in Shawn's business.
"Tss, as long as I don't see that ass' face." Sabi ni Kuya Cal. He is still very upset with Shawn.
Sa pagpunta ko ng office ay palaging may mga reporters. It's been 3 months since that incident but hindi sila maka move on. I chose one reporter para mag cover ng statement ko. I want this to stop.
"Is it true that your husband cheated on you?" tanong nya
"It's a misunderstanding. My relationship with Shawn was done when the incident happened. My brother however did not know about it kaya't he was very upset to see Shawn talking with another girl. My brothers are very protective of me, and with the spirit of alcohol too, that's why it went out of control."
"What is your status with Mr. Sta Maria right now?"
"We are friends. We are connected by business somehow too."
"Was your marriage annulled or it's still on the process?"
"It was never registered. So I am not married to Shawn." Sabi ko
"We were so invested on your love story, Mr. Sta Maria is very affectionate of you. Do you still love him?"
"I will always care for Shawn, as I've said we are friends. He deserved to be happy. I just request everyone to stop the hate for him. Shawn again, did not cheat on me. We were done when that happened, but my brother wasn't updated and he is just being a brother who takes care of his ate. It's just a big misunderstanding." I said.
I know I lied with some parts but I jut have to protect both Rius and Shawn. I hurt Shawn enough. Pagkatapos ng interview ay tumawag sa akin si Marius
"Did you really have to defend that guy ate?" tanong nya
"I want to Mar. let's leave it at that."
He heaved a deep sigh. After the interview ay may mangilan ngilan na ako naman ang binabash, si Shawn kasi ang affectionate one kaya't may theory sila na ako ang hindi nagmahal. Which is true.
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