Continuation Of Last Chapter...
Jordan's POV:After Nikki and I had our little house warming session, we quickly got dressed and headed out to Makayla's. A part of me was excited to move out because it meant I was starting a new chapter in my life with Nikki. I mean if every morning with him started the way today did, I was not about to complain a single bit. On the flip side, I was upset because it meant I was moving out of Makayla's house. Almost like an end to an era for me and her. We've only been apart for several months when I moved in with Eric and I ended up back at her house. Not that she had any correlation to the reason of me moving back. But she took me in after I don't know how many times. After one of my overdoses back in '81. And I've also have opened my house to her countless of times as well. When we very first moved to LA and her and Wriyan split up for a bit only to have him fly down and had all of us living in our small ass apartment. It was just sad because I look back and wonder if Nikki would also stay up with me until 4 o'clock in the morning listening to me ramble about music or some of my writings. Or someone to help me raid the refrigerator in the middle of the night because we were drunk off our asses.
I walk up to Makayla's doorway and knock on the door. I never got used to how big her house was.
"Hey! Come on in!" Makayla greeted us. "So I already put everything in the living room so it can just be hauled into the truck. Although Ozzy and Spooky aren't in their cages. I didn't know if you wanted to put them in their cage or not."
"Oh my. Thank you. I'm going to go get Ozzy and Spooky." I turn to Nikki.
"Okay babe. I'll start handling boxes." He smiled at me.
Nikki and Wriyan began talking as they hauled everything outside. Makayla and I walked outside where Ozzy was barking at a squirrel.
"Ozzy! Mamas home!" I shriek catching the furry baby's attention. He bolted towards me and jumped on me. Licking my face and wagging his tail so much I thought it was going to fall off.
"Is Nikki excited about having a dog in the house ? And a cat?" Makayla said petting Ozzy's head.
"Yeah. He actually used to have a dog named Whiskey but he passed away last year." I informed her. She looked down and had an odd expression on her face. It was like she knew something.
"So when were you going to tell us that you were snorting again?" She looked at me. I felt my stomach drop.
How the fuck did she know?
"How did you-"
"Chris called me asking for you since he thinks you still live here. Dammit Jordan, after all the shit that has gone down and after Nikki's overdose, why would you still want to do such a thing?" Makayla snarled at me.
"I'm sorry okay? I just need it. And it's because of some of the shit that has gone down in the past couple of months that I need a little pick me up. That's all." I finish with a shrug.
"Oh don't play the victim Jordan. Some of this shit you caused yourself. I mean what're you going to do if Nikki finds out? You know how pissed he would be?!"
Right on cue, Nikki walks outside with Wriyan who has Spooky in his arms.
"Hey my pretty kitty!" I take her from Wriyan.
"Everything's packed and ready to go." Nikki nods.
"Well I guess this is it." I sigh. Makayla just nodded and gave me the most awkward hug so there wasn't any suspicion.
I put Ozzy on a leash and headed to the truck.
"Jesus is he always this crazy?" Nikki asked laughing.
"Sometimes. He's just happy because his mama's home and he has a daddy now." I slip out. I looked over to see Nikki with the biggest grin on his face.
"Yeah...I am your new daddy now huh boy?" Nikki asked the black fur ball. It was honestly so cute to watch. I mean yeah, technically Ozzy and Spooky weren't our kids but they were our fur babies. Knowing the both of us, we would spoil them like they were in fact our children.
"Hey what was you and Makayla talking about?" Nikki asked as he placed his hand on my thigh.
"What? Oh. Nothing. Just we're both upset that I'm leaving." I lie.
Dammit Jord. You don't do this. You don't lie to anyone. Especially Nikki.
Nikki chuckled. "Well she's just going to have to learn to share."
We pull into his driveway and begin unloading my things.
"Jesus, I have a lot of crap." I laughed as I set the last box of my things in Nikki's living room. "Can I begin unpacking? Then I'll make us some dinner."
"Of course babe. I'll help." Nikki offered as he went for the first box.
As we began going through the boxes, I snicker at the pictures I find and certain artifacts I find hidden within each box.
"Hey babe I found a picture of you from high sch-"
Before he can finish the sentence, I swipe the picture out of his hands.
"Uh. What the fuck?" Nikki looked at me confused.
"I'm sorry its just I don't like looking at pictures from back then." I feel ashamed.
"Awe cmon babe. It can't be that bad." Nikki tries to take back the picture but I wouldn't budge.
"No Nikki!" I say more sternly. Nikki rolled his eyes and went into the other room. I looked at the picture. It was of me from junior year of high school. I wanted to throw up at the picture. I was so fat and ugly looking. I couldn't possibly show Nikki. But realizing that high school was absolute hell for me. I was insanely depressed and I would stress eat like a mother fucker. And the Joan Jett haircut didn't really help my case either.
"Is that what was so bad you couldn't show me?" Nikki whispered from behind me.
"Yeah...I was insanely fat back in the day. People don't believe me when I say that that's me. Either that or they think I've had surgery. Although when you lose a lot of weight, you tend to look different." I gush out.
"Baby, I don't care about how you used to look. Or even right now. Although it is a huge plus at the fact that you're honestly the most gorgeous girl I've ever seen." Nikki placed his hands on my shoulders.
I was moved by those words that fell out of his mouth. He could honestly be so sweet at times. I loved it.
"I love you." I kiss him deeply.
"I love you too. Now lets finish unpacking and then have some dinner. As much as I love your cooking, I'm feeling like we should order some pizza and watch some movies on the couch. Sound good?" Nikki moved his hands down to my waist.
"Sounds amazing to me." I grin at him.
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(A/N: hey guys! Thanks for reading! Thank you for your patience. Please vote and comment. It's greatly appreciated!
xoxo Jordan)
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