The new guy

Y/n's POV

oh no it was justin he would have obviously thought wrong and as soon as he said what he said he stormed off out of my house into his car and drove off i started crying slowly then faster and then i fell on my knees "im sorry" kieran said "why?!...was this your plan all along? is this what you wanted to happen? Get justin to leave me?" I yelled and the guys ran over into the room "no it isnt and it never will be and why would i do anything i like this?  Your my best friend well i thought you were..." kieran went off as well and soon my house was quiet as fuck actually quieter than that it was only me ellie jack and ethan they tried to talk to me but I'd just get too frustrated but i was really glad how they tried "i want to be alone" i sobbed "lets be alone together" ethan sat right next to me "no really like literally alone" i repeated myself "as you wish" jack said stood hoping I'd change my mind "we'll see you tomorrow?" Ellie looked at me "yeah" i tried to fake a smile "I'll catch you guys go on without me" ethan said still sat next to me and i was totally aware of what he was going to do or sorta was i looked at him hoping he'd leave  but instead he hugged me and i started to cry a lot felt like i was gonna drown in my own tears "so you ready to tell me what happened?" He pulled away from the hug "i think so...kieran took me to his room all he wanted to was show me our little book and then justin came in thinking wrong as i was hugging kieran and he didnt really give any time to explain myself and now i dont know what to do im distancing myself from Jack and ellie and I've lost my happiness, justin I've lost my bestfriend kieran and im afraid im going to lose you too cause right now your the only person that cares about me" i cried "not necessarily your just not hanging out them as much ellie and Jack and im pretty sure they miss you just as much and as for kieran he loves you as his best friend he'll never let you guys distance from each other and Justin i know the guy too well to know that you mean everything to him and he will definitely come back to you in no time and me...well i just hope i never lose you we've been through so much together you dont know how much i love you your my one true friend i know you see me with a million people every day but to be honest you, jack, ellie and justin are my only true friends and i never want to lose you...i love you so much" he smiled and i hugged him "and right now i think you should call justin" he replied "ethan im so lucky to a friend like you ....i love you" we both smiled "am i interrupting" a voice called out and i knew who it was "justin" i turned to my front door "hey" he said rubbing the back of his head "hey" i replied "heeyyy  ........and I'll be leaving" ethan went to the kitchen "listen justin im sorry if i gave you the wrong impression ......" i was cut off by justin "no you shouldn't be saying sorry it was all my fault i shouldn't have overreacted it was a bit stupid of me and i guess i got jealous" he explained "aww really" i giggled he came closer and grabbed my waist "so where that photo book?" He whispered against my lips "how do you know about that i haven't even told you yet" i asked "kieran" he smiled "oh...where is he?" I asked "i dont know he came to see me told me everything and just went off" justin said "hope hes okay" i sighed "he also told me to come see you and that he will probably be back by tomorrow morning" justin explained and i kissed him "missed you so much" he replied "missed you more baby" i responded "love you so much" he then said "love you more" i smiled in between our kiss "no hug is any good without me" ethan jumped us we all laughed and then the doorbell rang i opened it....it was both ellie and jack i didnt say anything i just hugged them "you feeling better?" Jack asked "way better" i smiled "you 3 gonna freeze over there" ethan laughed i got off them and let them in "ethan lost us what you said after we left" ellie smiled "oh  ..."  i looked down "and you should have told us earlier" jack said "and now i know i should have" i smiled and sat down we all sat down next to each other "i missed this so much" ellie said "what's wrong babygirl? " justin asked "just worried about kieran" i said "he's kieran nothing will happen to him trust me hes probably out fucking some girl right now" ethan replied "ethan!" Ellie yelled "what we're guys what do you expect" he laughed "well its what you do right justin.......jack?" She looked to one another and both just looked down trying to avoid her question "you guys" she screeched "oh yeah" justin went red "fuck....you Okay?" I asked "yeah perfectly fine with your friend here asking me stuff" he said making me giggle "alright ellie leave these guys" i laughed and soon we all went up to my room watched tv then talked then we all fell asleep