I'm nervous..
Like nervously tapping my foot, messing with my hair, chewing on my bottom lip, tongue, and/or cheeks. I took a bath this morning but I just took a shower 10 minutes ago.
I'm not sure why I'm so nervous. I should be the opposite. I'm going to a fun party that kinda seems like a cult. Oli will be there and he was really cool to talk to about my books and stuff. Maybe more people will be like that?
My wife is kissing ass trying to make up for our fight. So she's letting me go to my studio overnight without any questions. "Make sure you watch her and feed her. Play with her and stuff, there so much you two could do. Maybe bake cookies- no, dont cook. Order pizza," I ramble.
I don't want her to cook because what if she leaves the stove or oven on and the house catches on fire. She rolls her eyes and I kiss Copeland's head. "Bye baby," I say to cope.
"Bye love you," Katelynne says but I don't glance at her before leaving. Time to go to the People's Temple.. church on a Saturday night..
-Time uh backwards
Oliver's pov
Josh: how are you doing today?
I roll my eyes at my phone. He's too clingy. I need to get to the church soon. Why am I dealing with this? I should just kill him.
Me: we need a break or something. I'm not feeling like we're ever going to have the same feelings for each other
That seems like a good let down? Because I'm not trying to hurt him, I'm actually doing the opposite.
Josh: we're breaking up?
Me: yes
The phone starts ringing so I answer it. "Ello," I answer knowing its Josh.
"O-oli, just give us time? I know you dont feel happiness or live but I'm willing to work with that. I- I really need you!" He says desperately.
"You dont need me," I say monotoned.
I leave my house and get in my car. "I- oh god. I really love you," he cries. I listen to him cry for a little while before hanging up and heading to the church.
Once I get there I put on my red suit in a empty room. I come through the back because theres a lot of commotion when they see me. I go through a door that leads me to the stage. Every is drinking, smoking, and dancing to the music.
I turn of the music and they all cheer. "Okay, everybody gather around. I'm going to talk for a little while and then we can party!" I say and everyone cheers.
I look for kellin and have to close my eyes and focus so I can pick up his soul's wavelength. I spot him so I turn my head and open my eyes making eye contact with him instantly. He smiles and moves through people and gets fairly close to the stage.
He leans against a pew and watches me. I smile and then look around. Theres about 200 people in here. This church is so big that it's not crowded at all. Thankfully. Once I get 400 I'm going to kill all of them.
"Okay, so we have about ten new people so thank you, I really appreciate it. Tonight I'm going to talk about god, the devil, and mosters. This is a topic I love," i say and they all seem in tranced.
Kellin is just watches with intrested eyes. "So you all know god banished satan from heaven but it's not how you think. God is- he's a guy who wants control. He has all these rules that you know you cant follow. I mean fuck, being gay gets you kicked out if heaven. Lying, everyone lies. So you have no chance in heaven unless you force it. That's a pretty sucky life," I tell them.
They all listen carefully. I know almost everyone of these people's names. They love me. Kellin seems to be listening but he's hard to read.
"God wants you think that hell is bad. It's not. Oh your probably doubting that right now but trust me, I've been there. There is a hell. It's not bad, sure there is a prison level but people like us; we dont see it. God wants you to pick him because he's selfish. The devil wants you to pick him so you can spend eternity with no rules," I tell them and kellin seems to not really be believing it.
"Tyler, come up here," I tell and josh help Tyler to the stage.
"We all know tyler broke him arm a while ago. I'm going to heal it. I'll also heal others to prove my point. I get my powers from hell, not god," I tell them.
Tyler looks skeptical but I grab his face and kiss his forehead. When I'm done he looks at Josh then me. "W-why does it feel like that?" He mumbles.
"Its healed," I say and Josh helps him take off. He looks amazing and moves his arm.
Kellin then moves closer and gets on the stage. He walks up to me boldly. "So you say you can heal? Yea?" He says and I nods. He smirks.
He pulls up his sleeve but theres no wounds. He then pulls out a knife and slices his wrist open with a plain face. Blood starts gushing out and everyone gasps.
"Let's see if he's fake," kellin says to the crowd and winks at me. He's.. not like any human I've even seen.
I grab his face and drops his arm and blood runs down his arm and off his fingers. I place my lips on his lips and he freezes. He then pulls away looking at me with a pissed of look.
"Why the fuck did you kiss me on the lips? I'm not fucking gay. I have a wife-" he then catches view of his arm and gasps. The cut is gone and the blood is gone too.
"If theres blood I have to kiss your lips, his arm was only fractured so the forehead was enough," I tell him and everybody claps and cheers.
With wide eyes kellin messes with his arm trying to see if it was fake. "I-.. I" he says not knowing how to react.
"Okay go take a seat, I'm going to heal some more people but you guys can continue to party," I tell them and kellin goes to Tyler as the leave the stage.
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