Bullied... (A Rixton FanFic)

If your not gonna stay alive for yourself...

The school bell rang and the rush to get out first was on. I usually stayed behind til everyone was gone. But today I felt the sudden urge to leave.
"Miss Blue!" My teacher said
"Yes miss!"
"I've never seen you want to leave that fast!"
"You just did!" I grabbed Brad and left as quick as I could.
"So do you live near here?"
"Yeah, Brad listen I didn't tell you that I live by myself and that my mum died my brother that's 24 lives in Australia and that my dad left me! But what I also didn't tell you is that my real surname is Clifford! My full name is Willow-Blue Clifford!"
"Wow that's a lot! Wait so you live by yourself?!"
"Yeah!" I smiled limply.
We continued to walk in complete silence. We arrived at my 'house'. I pushed open to reveal the lobby.
"Alright Miss Blue?" The consieche said
"Yes thank you!" I continued to walk I could see Brad following me as he looked in ore at my surroundings.
I pressed the button for the lift and waited. After waiting about 5 minutes the lift arrived. We stood in the lift and waited for the 6 floor. The doors opened up to my 'home'. I led Brad to the kitchen where I picked two glasses and poured some orange juice into both. I then got some snacks and gave it to Brad I walked to my comfy room and left Brad there whilst I went to get changed. I put on my onsie and put my hair up in a bun. I reaplied my lipstick and then went and sat back with him.
"I-I-is this really where you live?" He said
"Yep this is my home!"
"Wow!"
"I know I love it here as well."
He smiled his perfect smile... wait what?! Perfect smile I've known the boys 30 seconds and he's got a perfect smile.
"Right lets get on with this then?!"
"Yeah!" He said
After about an hour we finished.
"I should really get going now for my tea!" Brad said
"No stay!" I said
"What no?! I'm not taking your food!"
"I'm about to order some pizza!"
"Okay you've twisted my arm."
"Right so that one cheese pizza with a side of wedges and some chocolate brownies?! That'll be £21.48!"
"Okay see you in a bit!" Brad said to the lady on the phone, he hung up.
"What shall we do now?" I asked
"I dunno!?"
Brad looked at me funny...
"What's wrong?!?" I said
"What are these?" He said looking at my arms.
I looked down to see my scars. "They are just um just um!" I could feel myself starting to cry!
"I know what they are!"
"Look!..."
"I'm sorry I shouldn't have brought it up!" He said as I started to cry. He looked at me with intent eyes. "I just don't understand someone so beautiful like you gets them dicks to be so mean!"
"I'm not beautiful Brad! Okay? I'm an ugly worthless piece of shit that shouldn't have been born!"
"No your not you are the most beautiful thing I have ever laid eyes on!"
"Why do you think my mum commited suicide and my dad left!"
"What?"
"That's right!"
"No! That wasn't because of you! Please don't say that!"
"I just want to die!"
"No!"
He grabbed hold of me and pulled me closer.
"If your not gonna stay alive for yourself! Stay alive for me!" His eyes sparkled in the light. He pulled me closer and closer until his lips collided with mine. I wasn't sure if I wanted this or not! I kissed him back though! We broke away.
"Okay!" I smiled.