advocacy ~ jihyun's little poems

reluctancy

for the passing days, i shall commemorate the fallen
those who forgot to breathe
to think
and; to love
inhumanity
arrived finally

what if this is the end?
urges arise to the looming moon above
will i ever see the light again?
prevention and elimination were never enough

what if this is the end of myself?
that sickly smell of antibiotics bite
what if i cannot fight for myself?
i don't even try to fight

what if the moon falls and shatters?
humanity's heart breaks along with it
what else matters?
it is the digits, the appearance, and shinning snippets

what is fear?
the sparks clashing against my flesh
how long will it take for us to notice who's dear?
when all that's left is human mesh?

what if this is the end of us?
7 billion rule this sphere
are there any remaining trust?
no one is left to trust their dearest inner fear

what does the above see us as?
laughter spills to the ground below
were we raised like that?
not even the rule writers could take the blow

where is the human in the humanity?
those high up cannot merely see
did it all fall into the depths of profanity?ignorance is that blind pupil that regrets to breathe

what if they did something?
the powerlesswould the deeds come a full circle again?
they are the heartless

i need a solution, i need an answer
an un-crossed out and abandoned answer
i must find the sinner

of those who were disregarded down the drain
your words were forgotten
like that sentence at the back of your brain
no one else hears your sounds
we pray to be forgiven

this beginning shall be our end
until the clocks strike ten
will never see the dawn again
behold the mighty power of reluctancy
- rs