Letter One (You're Still one of my Favorite People)

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It's time I open up and tell you how I felt for years. It broke me when you decided to give up on me. I felt like I was finally alone in a world that eventually shallowed me whole. I went away to college not knowing much about the years ahead. I left college because I couldn't get pass being raped on campus by a so called man of God. I began to hate myself trying to find myself so so hard. I had no one my mom would or could never understand my siblings where off living there lives and I refuse to disrupt that. So I began a path that only God could save me from I got pregnant which was the thing that saved me! I planned to take my life the week I found out I was pregnant! No body know the pain I've been through! I gave up on the church the day I felt the church gave up on me. I then married an extremely abusive man. I was beat while pregnant and pulled down steps as my children were held in his arms. Later they heard and watched. I never thought it could happen to me but it did and I'm still here! I've struggled with depression my whole life! I never felt worth living. My soul has always been tried. I truly appreciate you being apart of my life the time you were able. I am finally writing that book 🤣 now that I'm older I understand life sometimes get in the way. I truly understand and get that now. Life taught me a hack of a lesson I just pray I can help someone before they go completely down my path.

Thank you for reading some of my story,

This Amazing person responded and she was not on the defense because I was not blaming her. The point of this letter was to express how I felt at one time and to also express the wisdom I've gained through living life. Life taught me that time stands still for no one while I felt left behind. She was going through things I could never imagine. I learnt that life happens and we all experience the same event differently! Stay Beautiful inside and out and once again I appreciate you and truly thank you from the bottom of my heart!

Queen Hester Legacy

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