Sam X Colby(Solby)-Uncompleted

Part 16

Colby’s    P.O.V   

I lifted my head looking at Sam. I then turned my head back to the side laying it back down on his shoulder.

“Last night was my fault, I shouldn’t have done that prank,” I said

“I still love you though” Sam stated, making me smile a little.

“I love you too, But…” I said as Sam turned around as I leaned against the island in the kitchen.

    “But what?” Sam said, sounding nervous.

    “I have to go out of town for a few days…” I said,

                Sam’s P.O.V

    “ But what?” I asked. 

    “ I have to go out of town for a few days…” He answered. 

    “ For what?” I asked worriedly.

    “ Me and Shea are doing an Adventure Buddies episode…”Colby answered. 

    “ How long will you be gone?”I asked. 

“ A day or two,” He answered. 

I sighed. 

“ I don’t trust her,” I stated, lying my back against the island. 

Colby grabbed my sides leaning over me. 

“ Why?” He asked. 

“ Because I don’t trust you either,” I said. 

“ What?” He asked shocked. 

“ You liked her before, I don’t know what if something happens,” I said. 

“ Sam I love you, not her,” He stated. 

I nodded. 

“ What don’t believe me?” He asked with anger in his voice. 

“ I…” I started before stopping myself. 

“ I see,” Colby said nodding. 

Colby went to walk away but I grabbed his wrist pulling him back. 

“ Colby, wait,” I said. 

He pulled away. 

“ No you just said it, you don’t trust me,” He said running upstairs. 

“ Colby!” I yelled. 

I ran up after him. As I ran up the stairs I heard his door shut. I tried to open the door but found out it was locked. I opened my door slamming it as well. I felt tears begin to stream down my face. I looked at myself in the mirror before picking it up smashing it into the ground, as the glass broke falling onto the floor. 

I rested my back against the door before sliding down, burying my head in my knees. I knew I should never have fallen in love with Colby. It was stupid. I looked at the glass that was lying on the floor. I wasn’t sure whether to give up or live in heartbreak. Then I chose... 

     Colby’s    P.O.V   

    I sat in my room thinking about what Sam had said, Why didn’t he trust me. We had known each other for six years. I buried my head in my hands, before hearing a loud crash in Sam’s room. I looked up looking at my door, wondering what Sam was doing. I slowly got up walking up to Sam’s door. I looked at Sam’s door deciding if I should knock or not. I took a deep breath before opening the door…

Sam’s P.O.V

    I pushed myself off the door, crawling over to the glass all over the floor. I picked up a piece of the glass holding it up. I looked at the glass wondering if I should do it. Should I kill myself? Colby would be okay, he would find someone else, someone better. 

I felt tears falling down my cheek. I lifted up my hoodie sleeve holding the glass over my vein. I pressed it into my skin as blood started to flow out. I winced in pain biting my lip to stop myself from crying. But it wasn’t helping. More tears started to pour out of my eyes. I now had two cuts in my right arm. I went to the left cutting two more.

“ Sam!” Someone yelled, throwing the glass out of my hand. 

“ No!” I yelled. 

I felt someone pull me into their lap wrapping their arms around my arms. I now realized it was Colby holding me back. I couldn’t help but cry. 

“ It’s okay,” He said in a calm tone. Even though I knew he wasn’t calm. “It’s okay,”  

“ I’m sorry Colby,” I cried. “ I do trust you, I’ve always trusted you. I just don’t know if I trust myself,” I said. 

“ I trust you and you trust me, that’s all that matters,” Colby said. 

I nodded. 

Colby helped me off the ground putting towels over my cuts to slow the bleeding. 

“Come on we're going to the hospital,” Colby said, walking me downstairs. 

Everyone was standing around us. Watching my cuts as I walked downstairs them following behind us. 

“ Sam, you okay?” Corey asked. 

I just nodded, not knowing what to say. 

Me and Colby got in the car,  heading down to the hospital. The ride there was quiet, just like that night of the prank. 

“ Why Sam?” Colby asked, breaking the silence. 

I just looked down. Staring at my knees, not wanting to look at Colby. I could hear it in his voice that he was crying. 

“ I thought I was going to lose you...and I didn't want to live with heartbreak,” I answered. I could feel the tears fighting to get out, but I held them back. Not wanting Colby to see me cry again. 

“ What do you mean lose me, if I didn't open that door I would have lost you,” Colby said, almost yelling. 

Colby sighed. 

“ I’m sorry Sam,” He said. “ I love you, I really do, I just don’t want to lose you,” Colby said. 

Colby softly grabbed my thigh. 

“ I love you too,” Was all I could get out. I was feeling dizzy and a little light-headed. I was losing too much blood. 

“ Colby, we need to hurry, I don’t think I'm going to make it at this speed,” I said, trying to keep myself awake. 

Colby sped up, going as fast as he could. But also trying to not go over the speed limit. 

“ Sam, you need to stay awake,” Colby said. 

“ I’m trying,” I stated. 

I really was. But I couldn’t take it. My eyes were too heavy and my body felt like it couldn’t keep up. I tried to stay awake for Colby, but it was getting harder and harder. I grabbed Colby’s hand, as my vision began to blurry. 

“ Sam stay awake!” Colby yelled. Gripping my hand. 

“ I c-can’t…” I said my voice was lost in my breath. 

“ Sam!” Colby screamed. 

And everything went black, Colby’s voice becoming a light echo...