It's early, my alarm has no reluctance to remind me of that much. I rub my face into my pillow in attempt to wake myself up more. Because though I know I have responsibilities, I also have a relationship with my bed and he doesn't like it when I leave. What can I say, he's jealous.
"Hi baby," I greet as Doong-ie comes to cuddle against me, my hand running along her orange fur. I sit up and decide that maybe I should get up and get ready so that Felix isn't waiting long. I feel accomplished when I'm ready in enough time to greet him as he walks up and today is no different.
Felix is smiling in the way he always does, his blonde hair is covered by a red beret. I grab his hand.
"Good morning," he says and I nod along. I'm not really a morning person but Felix always manages to make me feel a little more lively. I just silently pull him along though.
"I really don't want to go today, I'm so embarrassed still," I admit, I usually don't let Felix know how I really feel. But it seems like if I don't say how I feel, I might explode.
"Minho, I bet no one even cares," he squeezes my hand and I squeeze back.
"You're probably right," I find myself sighing and trying to keep my nerves from flying out of my body. I know I over think, it's just because I really like Chan and I feel like I made an absolute fool out of myself.
"I'll see you before dance, try not to let it get to you," Felix offers me a side smile and a pat on the back. I just nod, then the two of us go in separate directions.
As I'm walking to class I see 3RACHA and all their glory standing besides the lockers, they're all talking together until Han Jisung looks up and gives me a smile and wave. I wave back, then before I know it he's jogging happily towards me.
"Minho," his smile is heart shaped and it has me wondering how people can be so happy this early in the morning.
"Hey Jisung," my voice comes out a little rough and I clear my throat.
"I was thinking, you should sit with us at lunch today."
I look at him, trying not to look weird or disgusted, but I think it comes off that way.
"I don't think that's a a good idea," I laugh it off awkwardly.
"Well, why not."
"Well you know, I'm going to sit with my friends and I appreciate the offer and all but I kinda embarrassed myself in front of yours enough already. I also have a crush on Chan," I notice that I'm rambling too much and Jisung is laughing at me and at this point I'm just panicking. Did I just tell Jisung I liked Chan? What is wrong with me, I must've really done something to piss off the heavens recently. "Ah, I've got to get to class. Let's pretend I didn't say any of that." Jisung just laughs again.
"You're so weird," Jisung looks like he's enjoying my suffering, I don't know if I should feel some type of way about that,"Just sit with us. Anyway, maybe you can make Chan like something a little more than his music." He wiggles his eyebrows, I roll my eyes.
"Go to class you squirrel," I smirk pushing his head so that he stumbles to the side slightly, he just chuckles as we part ways.
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Dance comes around faster than I expected it to and I see Felix waiting in the courtyard. I put my arm over his shoulder.
"How has your day been Lixie," I coo, he blushes and hits my arm off of him.
"Don't talk like that, I hate it," he whines as we begin our walk to dance. Mrs. Oh seemed pleasantly surprised by our early arrival.
"Hey dumbasses," Hyunjin chuckles as he approaches us, his smile meeting his eyes.
