QUIEN ERES, AMOR MISTERIOSO. - (Sinners Series #2).

CHAPTER 28

I just stared at the food in front of me. I don't know how I should feel. My dream still lingers in my mind.

Then now it’s about the marriage that I don’t really want to think about anymore, but it reminds me of.

"Why haven't you moved your food yet ?.Is there a problem Khiella? "

I looked up at Ezriel who was in front of me and just stared at me, as if watching me while eating.

"uhm .. I'm just thinking about something."

I said and took the spoon and fork, then started to swallow the food and chewed it before swallowing. I can’t deny that he’s delicious to cook. I'm the only one who's really poor, because I'm not good at cooking. I looked up again at him who was already starting to eat.

"Ezriel"

I call him. He lifted it and then looked me straight in the eye, as if he already knew what I was going to tell him. He didn’t speak, waiting for me to say directly whatever I wanted to say to him.

"About the wedding tomorrow. I want to tell you that, I hope you don't regret that you agreed to the marriage and you don't want to accept my divorce offer after we get married. "

I said. He just looked me straight in the eyes. I don't know but it's like I saw something pass by with anger and pain in his eyes that also disappeared immediately. He wiped his mouth and then lifted his cup from the table then drank coffee, before starting to speak to answer me.

"Khiella no matter what else you say..I will not allow you to want a divorce. And as for what you said I would not regret, that I agreed to the marriage. Will I regret it if I marry you? "

I was suddenly taken aback by what he said especially the last thing he said. nails stared at him and also turned in the other direction to avoid and quit staring at him. I can’t explain how I feel right now. My chest was pounding too hard.

I could not understand him, what he meant.

"You don't know how our marriage might affect you."

I said and started sucking again without looking away from him.

"Why ?. Are you going to do something bad ?. I understand if what you're pointing at is that I don't know you very well, and I don't know anything about you. It's the same with me so we're just the same "

He said I looked up at him again. I took a deep breath because I couldn't seem to breathe properly because of the strange feeling caused by what he was saying and his presence in front of me. he didn’t know that the effect he was having on me was too much.

I couldn't understand why is he being like this?.

What does he want to release? What does he mean ?. I couldn’t understand him, I didn’t know what he wanted to convey with what he was saying. I'm not an assuming person. And I also don't want to assume that he feels the same way about me.

What does he really want? Why just he will direct me so that I won't hesitate to answer, that he is the only one who can give and say.

"Any way hurry up there because before we go where we're going we will go to church first, because it's sunday today."

I was stunned because of what he said. I raised my head again and looked at him.

"I don't go to church. You're such a religious man Ezriel"

I said with teasing. He shrugged his shoulders then quickly finished his meal and stood up.

"Hurry up because we're going to miss a mass"