Solby One-Shots

Cheater Cheater

(Sam)

I knew something was wrong. There's no way you become distant without reason.

Colby and I've been dating for three years, and it was completely perfect and normal until about a month ago. He stopped talking to me as much, and sometimes would come home way too late. He would be distant and not touch me as much.

The roommates noticed, too. I didn't want them to worry so I just said he goes to the gym due to not liking to workout around a lot of people.

Everyone was playing video games, I tried my hardest to stay in my room but Corey and Jake basically forced me out of my room. I wasn't really trying, so I'd continue to die.

"Sam, you died again, bro!" Jake joked. I just smiled weakly, making it seem like I wasn't trying to die.

"Are you good, Sam?" Corey asked me, he and Jake looked at me anticipating an answer.

"Of course." I faked a smile, and a yawn. "I'm tired though, I uh, I'm gonna sleep." I walked up the stairs and into my and Colby's room. Once I got changed and under the covers, I realized how much I missed simply falling asleep in his arms. I miss his arms wrapped around me, kissing my forehead and repeating "I love you's" until we slept.

I've seen the text messages that he failed to hide. He was meeting up with another guy, having sex with him. He was cheating, but I couldn't bring myself to leave him. Even though I knew I could never be with him, and be happy at the same time.

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(Colby)

I was pulling my pants up, and zipping them as I looked at the man I've been with behind Sam's back. "I think we need to end this." I spoke.

He nodded, and looked away before looking at me again. "I expected that, you seemed off tonight."

He sounded sad, and almost disappointed. At the same time, it seemed as if he knew it would happen eventually. We said our good byes, agreeing that we would no longer contact each other.

I drove home, ready to set my full and entire attention to Sam. I loved him more than anything, I just had to breath for a second.

When I arrived at the trap house, I hung my keys up and made my way to my and Sam's room. I was about to walk in to be greeted by Sam's warm and beautiful smiles, but instead I heard him sobbing.

Quickly walking in, and wrapping my arms around him he jumped not realizing I walked in. "Sam, baby, are you okay?" I cooed, running my fingers through his hair.

"W-Why don't you l-love me? I just want you to love me, C-Colby." He sobbed, his body was shaking and it seemed as if he was on the verge of a panic attack.

"I do love you, Sam. I love you more than anything." It wasn't a lie, I did love him more than anyone or anything on this planet.

"If you loved me, why- why did you fuck someone else? Why did you leave me every night!?" I was sure the roommates could hear, knowing they were very much awake. "I've had panic attacks and no one, no one knew how to help and-" He sobbed and took a breath. "I had no one, Colby! NO ONE."

"Sam, please." A few tears trickled down my face. "I love you, I promise I do. I'm sorry, baby please, I'm so sorry. I ended it already, I knew I wanted to make it up to you, I-" He started shaking his head, and I stopped my sentence.

"Get the fuck out." He snapped, I wanted to hold him and tell him out much I loved him.

"No, no Sam. Baby, I love you." I begged and pleaded. Hope was still on my mind, that he would maybe change his thought and talk to me.