Jealous Guy

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Paul watched as John and Stuart Sutcliffe were talking away, laughing and strumming they're guitars. John and Stuart had been really close friends when he joined the group but Paul didn't know why he felt so jealous around him. Her was very insecure whenever he was around considering John was his boyfriend and all, he always feared that John would fall out of love with him.

Paul hated the feeling of jealousy because he knew better, he knew better than to think of such a thing but it was hard considering John Winston Lennon gets all the birds and guys.

He bit his lip as he sat on the back of the car hearing the birds chirp along with the gentle strums of they're guitars. It was a beautiful day outside but the pent up rage inside of paul was building up gradually hearing John casually flirting with Stuart. His john.

Paul quickly tuned it out not noticing the pair had got up walking towards him to get his attention. "did you hear what we said paul?" Stuart arched a brow above those sunglasses of his

Paul shook his head. "No sorry, can you repeat tha' I was daydreaming." He hugged himself looking up at the two.

" I asked if you want to go for a walk Paulie. " John asked softly  giving him a smile. Paul's heart fluttered as he got up quickly. "O-of course." He stood to his feet following behind John as he shot Stuart a smirk.

Stuart had a look of confusion on his face but ignore it as he walked the other direction back home. Paul and John were walking together as the sun went down in the town of blackpool, nobody was out except for shop venders closing up for the night and kids getting home to get ready for bed.

John looked around and when nobody was looking he wrapped his arm around Paul and kissed his forehead. "Sorry we were at practice for such a long time..must've been bored darling."

Pauls cheeks turned red at the name darling and the living . The feeling of guilt build up inside him, he wished he hadnt felt any of those feelings. Paul looked up at John and gave him a smile. "It's ok John~I wasn't bored..just letting you and Stuart have fun is all y'know." Paul giggled nervously looking into his eyes.

John nodded and gave him a concerned smile before looking ahead at the sunset. He then smiled and gasped. "Ah-ha found it, follow me paulie~" John grabbed Paul's hand and pulled him to a secured place on the board walk that was hidden by small vender buildings that had closed. He pulled Paul close to him and looked out at the sunset. "It's beautiful innit." He looked down at the flustered boy. "There was a reason I stayed for so long..I wanted to catch the Sun just right."

As Paul listened to every word John said He smiled but frowned as he couldn't shake off the guilty feeling that was eating him to the core. He looked up at John as he looked down at him.

"what is it love~" he said sweetly hands on his hips.

"I...I..I'm sorry John I really am." He hid his face into John's chest from shame and embarrassment. Paul didn't want to look into that familiar gaze from such allegations he had on him.

"Why are you sorry Paul you've done nothing wrong?" He asked frowned as he ran his fingers through Paul's soft brown hair.

" I...I..I feel so guilty and I didn't mean to think it. " he put his face in his hands. "I...I thought you had fallen in love with Stuart, because we'll I mean look at him, he's hot, talented, hilarious from the looks of it, and he's a better bass player than me." He hesitated before looking up at John.

John bit his lip holding back a smirk before he started laughing holding himself and Paul furrowed his eyebrows. "You think this is funny Lennon?"

" no no no of course not paul, I don't think it's funny but...Stuart, I do love him, but as a close friend and brother, not in that way, and your right he is hot but that's what a cup of tea is my dear... " John lifted Paul's chin up with his hand. "You however Paul McCharmley are gorgeous, beautiful, sexy, breathe-taking and everything that no bird could compare to." John leaned down to kiss his lips which Paul happily answered back, they kissed for a few moments before pulling away. " You don't need to feel jealous Paul, if there's anyone who should feel jealousy its me. " he joked letting out a laugh along with Paul as he kissed the palm of John's hand.

"Thank You johnny...that...tha' means a lot to me." His eyes glimmered in the sunlight. " I love you.. "

"I love you to, now com'ere." He pulled Paul close to him as he captured his lips in another kiss. Paul put his arms around John's neck as John put his hands around Paul's waist. There kiss deepened  as they're tongues brushed together to meet with every kiss placed on the couple's lips. John hummed and pulled away to look at Paul as the moon started to peaked in the sky. "Im glad I could bring you here to watch the sunset."

"Im glad I got to kiss you under the stars." Paul giggled against his lips as they slowly meant with another kiss, this one being more playful than the last . Giving one another teasing nips and tugs to drive each other insane. That playfulness ended with them laughing and holding each other close.

"Promise me something paul~" John whispered to the half asleep Paul laying on his chest, as they both layed together on the board walk.

Paul hummed listening in as he felt himself falling asleep. John smiled and leaned down to peck his forehead. "Promise me to never feel jealous..alright baby?" He said in a hushed voice as Paul nodded sleepily. "I promise..john." Paul mumbled into his neck, listening to the quiet water beneath them, under the dock.

John smiled and then looked up into the stars and moonlight wishing and hoping this night will never end.

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