MY THREE LOVERS ( FF)

Chapter 10: Hurt

Jisoo's POV

"You are my problem, Lisa."

I was badly hurt right now. I can't take it when everyday all i can see is Lisa and Chaeyoung flirting each other. Feeding each other even they have their own hands. This feeling was more worse than what i feel when Lisa was into Jennie. I think their feeling is mutual. Chaeng loves Lisa and maybe Lisa loves her too.

" Wh-what are you talking about unnie? I am yo-your p-problem? Why? What did i do?" She ask confusedly.

Should i confess my feelings to her? What if she will distance herself to me? Aishh. Stupid Jisoo for falling inlove with your best friend. Maybe this is the right time to tell her what i really feel for her.

I heaved a deep sigh and wipe the tears in my eyes and look directly into her eyes so that she will know how sincere i am to every words i will spit to her right now.

"Being inlove with my best friend which is you Lisa makes me feel happy, alive and it makes me feel worth it. You were always in my mind and heart every minute, every second of the day Lisa. Every time you make me feel special with your actions and words gives me hope that you feel the same as me." My tears are continuously falling from my eyes which i wipe immediately , my nose is so stuffy, but i don't care all i want to do right now is tell her the truth that her best friend was madly inlove with her.

" Back then, when you were always nagging me to help you with Jennie, because i love you i helped you and you two became friends. I was happy seeing you happy Lisa but it also hurt when i know that i am not the reason behind it. When Jennie reprobate your feelings Lisa, I was there for you but your heart and mind occupied by someone else. You didn't even thank me for being there for you! Am I not that worth it? And now that you and Chaeng are dating, it kills me inside again. I know that as a best friend, i should be happy for you, support you and cheer for you, but this is too much Lisa, i also have feelings why can't you see it?" I burst out and pour all my  emotions.

"Why Lisa? Why?" She tried to hug me but i continuously punch her chest to let go all of my emotions. When she can feel that I have no enough strength to punch her chest anymore, she hugged me tightly.

"U-unnie, i'm so sorry. I didn't know that you were hurting because of me. I didn't mean to hurt you unnie" She cried while hugging me tightly.

" Lisa i was hurting why can't you see it?" I cried in while my head is in her shoulder and Her shirt right now is full of tear stains and a little bit of snot.

"I don't know unnie, i don't know. Everything is just so complicated." She withdraw of the hug and our face is just an inch away. I gulped because of the sudden short distance.

' let me kiss you this time Lisa. I know this 'might' ruin us but i can't handle my emotions towards you.' i said mentally.

I cupped her face and move a little bit closer to her and she didn't move a little bit but rather she was looking in my eyes while my eyes looking at her plump lips.

" I love you so much Lisa." I said and smash my lips to her lips instantly to show her how much i love her. I kissed her passionately, she did not push me, her eyes were close but she was not responding to my kisses.