Bare with the spelling and grammatical errors ahead, thank you!!
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"This is wrong fuck. I don't know why I am here, but I just want to tell you what you did is right. You understand my situation and prioritize our family because our love couldn't just happen the way we wanted to, Salem." I uttered and tried to wash away the annoyance I felt earlier dahil sa natigil naming ginagawa.
"Love? I knew I am something to you already, Vi, cause your fingers are craving for more, Virgo," he whispered with a smirk in his lips.
"Shut up," I whispered.
"You can't escape me, you know that. I will wait no matter what Virgo and I hope you'll come back before Diven turned 18 so there will be no engagement and wedding." He sounds happy but I didn't say anything because I can't promise, and I already picture him out with Diven.
We both know Amang and Inang will do something para matuloy lang ang kasal and that's for the better. I shut my mouth and just claimed his lips again. He gently kissed me back and I arched my neck to give him more access as I start to feel hot inside.
"Fuck." I whispered as I moan his name as he gently put me to his bed. His right-hand start to touch my thigh again. He is so gentle; I feel like he is trying to control himself but everytime I kisses him back he loses his mind.
"You're drunk, Virgo," he tried to stop again. I let go my hand from his neck and laugh gentle.
"Now you want to stop after you look so drunk kissing my neck?" I snap him. His eyes directly look into mine and I raise my eyebrow and smirk.
My eyes wondered and then darted to his shirt. Walang pagdadalawang-isip ko iyong hinubad sakanya and my eyes directly stared to his chest down to his abs, my hands suddenly move on its own. I gently touch his abs to his chest while watching his heavy breathing.
"Kiss me." I commanded him. I thought he would disobey me but when I look into him, his eyes are on my collarbone.
Suddenly his hands touch it, and I could feel the softness of it. He was slowly removing my buttons to open my polo shirt, now he could see my cherries. Fuck. I felt conscious. I was about to close it when he stops my hand.
"No turning back, Virgo." he whispered as he gently kisses my collarbone, and I moaned his name.
Fucking alcohol. I'm trying to fucking control myself not to fall into this trap. This isn't part of the plan. But damn. How could I ever hurt this man for only loving me, waiting for me, choosing me, and now I failed him. Did I? Does he think I save him from that war because Amang order me to do so? Akala niya ba mahina ang tingin ko sakanya kaya ko siya niligtas? Was it? Is it why he chooses to continue the wedding?
I was distracted because of the thoughts suddenly clouded my mind but Salem's kisses down to my chest, leaving marks to it bring me back to reality. I stop him and I could see in his eyes how confuse he is, damn he's already turned on.
I push him so he landed to his bed, and I went on top of him. He was still surprised when I start kissing him while unbottoning his pants. Why the fuck is he still wearing pants in the middle of the night?! Fuck what are thinking Virgo? Damn.
"Ahhh, Salem,....fuck,.."
What happened last night was not in the plan and alcohol just took over and everything happened so fast. I wake up naked beside Salem who's sleeping so peacefully. I stared at him for a minute before getting up to leave. This isn't right. Damn. I need to leave. He will be marrying Diven, my own sister and I make out with him, fucking alcohol. This is fucking wrong.
When I decided to leave that morning, I have already thought that Salem shouldn't be connected to me anymore. He chooses to marry Diven so what happened last night shouldn't supposed to happened. I went back to my dorm to clean myself. I stayed for half an hour in the bathroom taking shower, thinking why I let that happened. Why Salem's decision affected me? Shouldn't I be happy? I'll be free then and I will be seeing Diven in a good hand.
"You didn't tell me about your night's out last night," salubong sa'kin ni Skylar nang makita akong naglalakad sa hallway, on my way to Dean's office to talk to dad. I need updates about the triplets, their activities and whereabouts today. Not just the triplets but Diven too, alam kung nagugulohan iyon ngayon dahil sa nangyari.
But my mind clouded what happened last night between me and Salem when I heard the night's out Skylar said. Damn. I should forget it. Wala lang iyon. Dapat ko ng kalimotan.
"You're still a student of the academy, Skylar. You have duties to fulfill," diretsang sagot ko upang maiwasan ang mga tingin siya at susunod pang tanong. I didn't invite her there because she really needs to fulfill her duties at para hindi narin siya malasing tulad ng nangyari sa'min. That night was a mess, and my mind were clouded with things I couldn't explain. I've done wrong things.
"I heard you get drunk and left alone," Skylar said habang sinubukang sabayan ang lakad ko.
Kung magaling si Sky mang siyasat at bumasa ay baka malaman na niya ang kasalanang ginawa ko.
"I got issues alone, so I need to deal with that alone," malamig na sagot ko at saka siya hinarap. "Have you heard anything from Olivia? Is she feeling better now? How about Diven?" I ask. I don't know what I really wanted to hear from Skylar but I'm hoping something that could light things up. I don't know. I can't understand anything.
"Olivia? Haven't seen her after the meeting, you think she's up to something? Galit narin ba siya kay Diven? Nagkausap na ba kayo ni Salem?," halata sa ekspresyon ni Skylar na nagugulohan siya sa nangyayari at gusto niyang makuha sa'kin ang sagot sa mga tanong niya.
I don't think it's necessary to talk with Salem after what happened last night. Iiwasan ko siya hanggat maaari. That isn't supposed to happened. Dapat si Olivia ang pinuntahan ko para kausapin o si Diven para tulungang kumalma ang kapatid ko. I hope things will be better now.
"From the look of your face, you did nothing. That's not what I expected from you, Virgo." diretsang usal ni Sky na hindi nagustohan ang nakuhang sagot sa'kin sa mga tanong niya gamit lamang ang pananahimik ko.
"Isn't it, Olivia I needed to talk? We haven't spoken for a long time, Sky." sagot ko sa pakiramdam ko ay yon naman talaga ang gusto ko.
Pero hindi ko alam kung may patutungohan ang pag-uusapan namin dahil ang huling hiniling niya para maging maayos kami ay ibalik ko sakanya ang inagaw ko na ni noon paman ay akin naman talaga and I just shared it to her to protect her.
"Tapos? Hindi mo tatanongin si Salem? Pagkatapos niya sabihin sayong ikaw ang mahal niya? He even accepted a mission just to prove na mahal ka niya tapos sa isang iglap malalaman nalang natin na iba ang gusto niyang pakasalan? You didn't even want to clear that thing? Are you all crazy?! Reapers ba talaga kayo? Matatalino?"
Hindi ko inaasahan ang sinabi niya at di agad nakasagot. Why does she care so much about us? Even I couldn't understand Salem, hindi ko alam bakit siya pumayag na ikasal kay Olivia when he wants to wait for me. My mind was messed up these past few days after my accident and the unexpected news greeted me, Salem and Diven's wedding and my brother wants to drag me back home.
"Just come with us, Siyam. Akala mo ba hindi namin alam na sandali mong tinigil ang long mission mo dahil inuna mong iligtas iyong si Salem and you got accident, mas lalong hindi mo napagtuonan. Sumama ka na sa'min and we'll help you finish that mission," ani ni Uno habang nakatayo at nakapatong ang dalawang kamay sa mesa at nakalean sa'kin na prenteng nakaupo.
