Cardinal Bloodline

FIFTHTEEN : Aren't meant to be

Bare with the spelling and grammatical errors ahead, thank you!!

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"This is wrong fuck. I don't know why I am here, but I just want to tell you what you did is right. You understand my situation and prioritize our family because our love couldn't just happen the way we wanted to, Salem." I uttered and tried to wash away the annoyance I felt earlier dahil sa natigil naming ginagawa.

"Love? I knew I am something to you already, Vi, cause your fingers are craving for more, Virgo," he whispered with a smirk in his lips.

"Shut up," I whispered.

"You can't escape me, you know that. I will wait no matter what Virgo and I hope you'll come back before Diven turned 18 so there will be no engagement and wedding." He sounds happy but I didn't say anything because I can't promise, and I already picture him out with Diven.

We both know Amang and Inang will do something para matuloy lang ang kasal and that's for the better. I shut my mouth and just claimed his lips again. He gently kissed me back and I arched my neck to give him more access as I start to feel hot inside.

"Fuck." I whispered as I moan his name as he gently put me to his bed. His right-hand start to touch my thigh again. He is so gentle; I feel like he is trying to control himself but everytime I kisses him back he loses his mind.

"You're drunk, Virgo," he tried to stop again. I let go my hand from his neck and laugh gentle.

"Now you want to stop after you look so drunk kissing my neck?" I snap him. His eyes directly look into mine and I raise my eyebrow and smirk.

My eyes wondered and then darted to his shirt. Walang pagdadalawang-isip ko iyong hinubad sakanya and my eyes directly stared to his chest down to his abs, my hands suddenly move on its own. I gently touch his abs to his chest while watching his heavy breathing.

"Kiss me." I commanded him. I thought he would disobey me but when I look into him, his eyes are on my collarbone.

Suddenly his hands touch it, and I could feel the softness of it. He was slowly removing my buttons to open my polo shirt, now he could see my cherries. Fuck. I felt conscious. I was about to close it when he stops my hand.

"No turning back, Virgo." he whispered as he gently kisses my collarbone, and I moaned his name.

Fucking alcohol. I'm trying to fucking control myself not to fall into this trap. This isn't part of the plan. But damn. How could I ever hurt this man for only loving me, waiting for me, choosing me, and now I failed him. Did I? Does he think I save him from that war because Amang order me to do so? Akala niya ba mahina ang tingin ko sakanya kaya ko siya niligtas? Was it? Is it why he chooses to continue the wedding?

I was distracted because of the thoughts suddenly clouded my mind but Salem's kisses down to my chest, leaving marks to it bring me back to reality. I stop him and I could see in his eyes how confuse he is, damn he's already turned on.

I push him so he landed to his bed, and I went on top of him. He was still surprised when I start kissing him while unbottoning his pants. Why the fuck is he still wearing pants in the middle of the night?! Fuck what are thinking Virgo? Damn.

"Ahhh, Salem,....fuck,.."

What happened last night was not in the plan and alcohol just took over and everything happened so fast. I wake up naked beside Salem who's sleeping so peacefully. I stared at him for a minute before getting up to leave. This isn't right. Damn. I need to leave. He will be marrying Diven, my own sister and I make out with him, fucking alcohol. This is fucking wrong.