Screams in my head screams in inner self
When i became aware screams are all i have heard...
Things are never perfect all we know
humans can always change is all we have seen...
But why can't humans try to change for perfection?
Perfect is an idea always appealing but to get things normal is all I'm dreaming
They shout every day...
Is that all i have seen?
No they do love each other the actions speak...
But i have heard my father
talking on the phone
he seemed so sweet
he seemed so normal
he talks to the kids all around
he talked to me too when i wasn't grown up
but maybe i have changed to hear this way...
maybe I'm not the one he wanted me to grow up to be....
I do love him from all my heart...
Maybe that is why his words tear me all apart...
I know I'm not perfect but I'm trying to be...
the thing that hurts most...
if he can boost up the world?
then why not me?
