this is NOT a fictional story. this is NOT anything along the lines of a fanfiction, or made up fantasy. THIS is going to be a bit more serious. i will be talking about my feelings and logging them in a chapter for people to read if interested. if things like this bother or trigger you in any way, PLEASE do not read this. also, please do not post any hate on this. i am trying to do something that can help me express my feelings, because i cannot do that with my friends. i have been betrayed multiple times in the past, that i cannot trust even my closest friends. i also can't exactly trust you.. or any stranger reading this, but you won't know who i am anyway. i have decided to keep my identity secret. therefore, if i mention any names in this, i will be using random code names and not their actual names for safety reasons. if you would like to contact me on basically anything, feel free to email me. you can talk about feelings you have, ask for advice, just talk in general, just anything you want. do NOT spam or email me just to send hateful messages. i am human and i have feelings just as you do. my email address will be listed in the bio of this "journal" or whatever you would like to call it.
