chapter 3- big planning

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You sit in class side by side with ana, you feel bad for the things that may happen next, but you ignore it, you don't care, you want it all. And you want it now. 
As you look down at your journal you see ana looking over. Step one of the big plan. You start scribbling down the words.
"Dear diary,
Lately I have been hating life, I get a bad feeling from jungkook. The new student. He has been looking at me. And not like a friend, like he wants to hurt me. I'm honestly scared but I don't want to say anything to ana, I know how much he means to her."

You suddenly slam the book shut looking ana dead in the eye's. "How much of that did you see?.." she looks down at the closed book placed down on your desk you share. "Nothing.. just the words means to her." She said looking down. And that how I knew. Step one had been complete.

Step 2. Make junkook like me

You look at him then back at ana. He likes ana. So... be like her. But better?
Shit. How do I do that.
You stare at jungkook before you see him smile and wave. You blush and turn back around. So. What do I say to him... what has ana said before. Oh. I know! Perfect. I know his type. Step 2 complete.

Step 3. One of the hardest steps. TALKING TO HIM. Oh god.. one word. One slip up and I blow my cover. Ok just breathe

"Hey! Junkook!" You say smiling and slightly blushing. "Oh hi Y/N" said jungkook staring back as he took a close look at you. "Hey guys," you hear ana say as she walks up to a small wall that jungkook is perched on. "What you talking about?" Ana says as she sits next to jungkook looking up at you. You frown. Jungkook adds in nervously. "O-oh we were just getting to know each other." You look down. Knowing this will make Jungkook look guilty as charge. You sit down next to ana. As soon as you do you give ana the look of safety, almost like you now feel safe that ana is here. "So how was your lesson?" You say, looking at ana. "Not too bad," she reply's. "Still pretty shitty though." You both laugh. However jungkook dose not. "Ana. Do you want to hang out after school?" You say looking at jungkook. Ana reply's. ".....um... I'm sorry I'm spending the time with jungkook...." jungkook forms a grin on his face as though he had won. You stair at him and so dose ana. She see's him smirking. "You can come with us if you want." Jungkooks smile fades. You and ana laugh.
"C'mon it won't be that bad!" Says ana
Jungkook sighs. "Fine." He smiles at you. Well then.....

Fucking well then....

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