Inscrutable (On-Going)

Synopsis

As my eyes stared at the overwhelming view of the city lights beyond the glass window.

I couldn't get myself to sleep knowing that I took advantage of the man who was sleeping beside me just to get his god damn genes inside my body. Ganun na ba ko ka-desperado?

I don't even know what his name was. I just grabbed the opportunity to rape him while he was drunk and luckily his body responded, I pleasured him for the whole night in exchange for his semen.

I probably should go, I don't want to get caught. I admit I was desperate, desperate to ease this guilty pleasures and this is my last shot. I just hope he wouldn't remember me, knowing he was infused with alcohol.

As I tried to get up, he was holding my hand whispering something, I didn't hear it and just assumed that he was about to wake up. So I forcibly took his hands off me and kick my ass out of this room.

"I'm sorry," that was the last thing I whispered before leaving.