BAKER IN LOVE

Part 38 - FEAR

Today is one of the happiest day cause me and Jin hyung working side by side with all the customize cake orders. Jin is the most reliable boyfriend ever. He is handsome, kind, talented in everything and love me so much. I love him more and more everyday. 

He make me feel lots of things that I never felt before. With him by my side I shouldn't be afraid of anything. That's how I feel when I am with Jinie. Sense of being protected being love and being needed are the most wonderful things ever. I never knew how much I love to feel like this. Really sure that I will protect this feelings for the rest of my life and cherish them every single day. 

Suddenly it hit him and make him really scare. Jungkook so lost with his own mind while thinking about what if one day Jin find him not fun enough to be with. That got Jungkook twitch his eyebrow and Jin notice it. Jin can feel something is bothering his boyfriend cause he stop working and now linger with his own mind.

"Baby something bothering you?"Jin come close beside him and look worried since he found his boyfriend is doing nothing but staring at the cake.

Jungkook just realize that his mind is so messed up by itself and looks like Jin notice it. 

"I am sorry hyungie actually nothing happen to me. I just daze off and suddenly worried for something that not happen. It shocked me a little how my mind work like that. Well I am never like this before."

"Would you mind sharing it with me what was on your mind because your looks just now frighten me baby."

It catch him by surprise that he didn't know why he thinking like that and now making his boyfriend spook out like this. Jungkook reach for Jin's hands and hold them close to his heart.

"Hyungie you know that I love you so much right? Suddenly this feel of horrors come to me. I fear that I might loose you if you think I am not fun enough to be around or to be with you. It frighten me all of sudden. I think that's why it startle you when you look at me because I will too if I look myself in the mirror at that time."

Jin let go of his hands and hug Jungkook tightly "Oh baby why you being so silly. I won't leave you just because you are no fun. Infact I believe I will never leave you cause I love you too much. If speaking of scare of being left out then it should have been me. "

Jungkook suprise by Jin's confession "Honey I will never leave you. I love you too much as well that is why it scares me if you leave me."

They both share the same feeling. With love and smiles they embrace each others and promise will always be with each other. 

"Come on you two. Stop filming Korean drama at the kitchen like that. Aren't you both have lots of jobs need to be done?!"

"Yoongi a... You are the same with Jimine always tease Jungkookie." Hobie follow his husband who suddenly left the office and now running around in the kitchen.

"Hyung you promise to rest in the office. What are you doing here? Are you spying on us now? or you try to sneak out to see the cakes that I make for the party."

"I am bored Jungkook a... Let me breath a little by walking around the bakery okay. What is this with the third degree."

Jin looking at Hobie and can feel the worried face that he is showing "Yoongi a ... I remember the doctor said that you need to rest. Why you being stubborn and not thinking about the baby nor your husband. You see that he is wearing his worried face now. He left his station just to watch you around. Come on both of you have been trying to have this baby so badly why you try to ruin it now. Please just listen to us and the doctor to rest until both of you strong enough to walk around or work."

Hobie looked at Jin and quietly grateful for his help to making his husband realize what he is doing is wrong. Jin nod at him and understand how he feels. He try his best to talk some senses to Yoongi. 

"Come on you better go back and rest in the office. Or we have to inform the doctor and make you stay in the hospital for bedrest. But we promise you that we won't visit you since all of us are too busy to do other things." Hobie try to convince his husband who is finally agreed to walk back to the office and back to rest.

They watch them leave the kitchen once they are out of sight both of them continue with the cakes that some of them are almost finish. 

"Honey you are a great helper. Your cakes looks really great. I think you have potential to be like me as a baker."

"I might think about that offer since modelling nowadays a bit hactic and not so much fun as used to be. That is why most of the time I work behind the desk rather become the model myself unless the customers insist they need to be their exclusive model than I will agreed to them."

"Well, the offer is still valid because I see how your work is doing and you are really great at doing this. Maybe if you think I'm biased then you can ask other people whether this offer is true or just a bluff so you are always at by my side. "

"I believe you baby although I believe that you also want me to stay at your sight all time too."

Jungkook shyly smile at his boyfriend since seems Jin can read his mind clearly.

"Guys we planned to closed down in an hour. Clean up and be ready to leave."Jimin remind them and leave to help the others to clean up.

"Hyung do you need my help here to clean up?" Tae come and meet them.

"It's okay Tae we can cover here you go help Jiminie. By the way I keep forgot to ask you about how is the preparation for the party this week."

Tae smiles at his hyung since he was suprise how he become forgetfull these days.

"Everything is on track hyung don't worry. Hobie hyung and Jiminie help a lot too. Will let you know if I need extra hands."

"That's great Tae. By the way what's with the smile on your face just now."

Tae suprised that Jin is notice his smiling at his hyung earlier "I smile cause you always remember everything but these days you seemsh become a bit forgetfull."

"Don't you dare tease me about getting old buddy. I still can punish you. You know."

His brother now laughing cause his hyung looks a bit unhappy that he was being told that he is old now. 

"Get outta here Tae."