•°-The feeling of guilt and regrets filled the man as he stared at the coffee.-°•
"There's no need. I want to be alone, for now."
"y/n-"
"Just do your so-called mission now, I'm fine." she said still with a glint of concern despite what she's currently feeling. He knew that there's something wrong but he couldn't do anything but to let the h/c haired go. He thought it's better to give her some time alone than forcing her.
"Look what you did, you insensitive jerk." Yosano blurted out.
"What did I do?" he said.
"You call yourself intelligent yet you have no idea how a girl's mind works. Maybe you shouldn't be dating anyone." The hazel haired only looked at the doctor with a puzzled look while Yosano only shook her head dismissively as she left the scene.
"You casually touched another woman in front of your girlfriend and you think that's nothing? just how dumb are you?" Kunikida said and left the scene also.
Dazai reflected on the words of his co-workers and finally realized what made the girl upset. He was not aware of anything earlier because of what happened. He didn't think about his actions and the results that could affect the feelings of his lover. The man stared at the h/c girl's walking figure and started planning out how he will be consoling the upset one.
On the other hand y/n took a big breath trying to sort out her emotions before going back to her business. She continued her pace walking back to their place. As soon as she got there, she dropped her body on the couch and took a rest but her mind doesn't seem to do the same thing.
Her mind started pondering and overthinking the relationship that Dazai and Yuri had. What if Dazai suddenly takes turns and chooses to be with Yuri instead of her? What if his determination to uncover all the mysteries of Yuri destroys their relationship? She wouldn't be able to bear and watch all of the things she had worked for go to waste.
The bitterness that she's currently feeling got even more bitter making her groaned in frustration. It was just jealousy that's taking over her but thinking about Dazai being by her side, creates a stab in her heart.
Y/n may be his first but what if he finally had enough of her? What if he realized that he's already tired of being with her?
The e/c eyed girl drowned even more deeper in her thoughts. She knew Dazai wouldn't do that since he actually did everything to get her back, it was her against herself who's making it a bigger issue but what can she do about it? The way he looked at Yuri earlier was just different, it makes her paranoid so much.
She released a sigh before finally ending the overthinking. Y/n lifted her weight from the couch to fetch a coffee, hoping that it will help calm her down. As she walked past their main door, it suddenly opened on its own, startling her and revealing her boyfriend standing at the doorway, looking surprised as well.
"You scared mee!" Dazai whined while holding his chest. Y/n on the other side relaxed her tensed shoulders after realizing it's no bad guy. She then panned her gaze back to the man with a glint of glare even though she wore no expression at all. "Aren't you gonna ask me anything?" he continued.
The girl kept her poker face staring straight at the man forcing him to just spill what he wanted to tell.
"Well I told you that I'll be home late but I'm already here. You're not gonna ask why?" The e/c eyed girl has had enough with the intermittent topic of her boyfriend and turns her attention to the paper bag that Dazai has. "Curious?"
Y/n looked back to her lover and immediately lost her interest. She turned her back then started her way to the kitchen to continue her postponed business.
The hazel haired bit the inside on his lips knowing that the girl was still upset but he found her actions so adorable that he wanted to keep up with it for a bit.
He sways his way to follow the h/c girl that is currently brewing her coffee. Y/n is a very soft-hearted person and he is her greatest weakness, Dazai is aware of that, that is why he wanted to test her and tease her even more about her jealousy.
"hey?" he started. "About the investigation that I'm working on related to Yuri-" the man cut his own words when y/n stopped on her tracks. She seemed to be listening to him. "I know you have no problem with it and you've already said it a couple of times that you trust me, but i still want to be sure if you are really okay with it?" The girl resumed her task not giving any reply to the hazel haired while on the other hand the man felt unsatisfied. "You making coffee? Can you make me too?"
Y/n remained her silent treatment towards the man although it doesn't really affect him, she tries to hope that he'll feel guilty somehow but it appears to be the man has no idea how frustrated she's currently feeling. It was much worse now than earlier yet she continued to pull herself together and not show her true emotion.
"Uh... y/n? I'm sorry if I'm bringing this up again, but I might pull something to gain her trust back and spill her secrets. I know you wouldn't mind but I just really want your trust.." The man seems to be pushing the feelings out of y/n.
The h/c was reaching her limits, her heart felt so heavy like there were knives stabbing it in every word that Dazai spat about Yuri. Her grasp on the mug unconsciously tightened which slightly helps lessen what's bottling up inside her.
She released a shaky breath before calming herself down. Dazai was laughing in his head as he noticed how pissed the other was. Y/n turned to face him and her stone cold expression could no longer be read on her face. Her expression was still off yet her tears were already threatening to fall in her eyes.
The dumb one finally realized that what he's doing wasn't affecting the girl the way he wanted it to be. The tears that were starting to well up on her waterline made him feel guilty in an instant. Y/n was starting to take deeper breaths for her to calm down and to stop her tears from falling.
"Hun..." The hazel haired attempt to apologize. He expected her to walk away and ignore him but instead she placed a coffee in front of him first before leaving the place with her head low.
The feeling of guilt and regrets filled the man as he stared at the coffee. Regardless of how he acted insensitive and jerk towards her, she still did not fail to think of him and be thoughtful.
How funny, now he's the one feeling upset because of what he's done. It's like he couldn't bring himself to face her anymore. All of his arrogance has left and all that there was is regret.
The h/c girl lay on her shared bed with Dazai when she settled to not drink her coffee anymore. She wanted to cry out her frustration however it didn't seem like it was going away any sooner. The more she sobs her tears out, the more bitterness consumes her energy and takes a toll on her.
After about a quarter of an hour, the wailing has completely drained her. The girl was exhausted mentally and physically even so her body did not shut down immediately.
Moments later, light footsteps were heard from afar. The door opened and a presence appeared in the room. Y/n quickly closed her eyes and acted asleep, she didn't want to face him and definitely didn't want him to see her tears.
The other side of the bed got occupied by the brunette who gently joined the girl in the bed. His body stayed stiff, scared that she might disturbed or make the other feel even more worse. He would steal glances from her from time to time, finding the right time to console her in the best way he could without adding more distress.
