Part 1

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by Nyzia_1D

by Nyzia_1D

Harry:
It was early in the morning the sun was shining. I got up and walked to the bathroom. When I got there I looked in the Mirror and I looked horrible. I had bags under my eyes. I looked pale. And I had red eyes. I was slowly dying.. I started brushing my teeth and then I washed my face and left the bathroom. I walked down stairs and went to the kitchen to garb a glass of water. I sat down at the table and started thinking about how my life has changed since the day Louis left me. I haven't been able to eat nothing and I don't leave the house unless I have to pick up my mail. I haven't talked to anyone is so long. I kinda miss having someone around I feel lonely. My mom doesn't really call me anymore she only calls me to tell me how happy she is with her new boyfriend. She never asked me how am I doing it's like she doesn't care.

I'm sitting in the living room watching tv the only thing I really am up to doing anyways. Some people tell me "oh don't worry you will get over him" or "mabe you should smile more" what they don't know is that I've been trying for years now to be happy. To move on. To smile. To just live but the truth is I can't. I'm depressed. I cry for help but no one hears me. I try to make people happy when I'm not. I see couples walking down the street holding hands. And it hurts. It hurts to see other people happy when Your not. I ask myself. Why can't you just be normal and will I ever find love again. But no one will ever love me. no one will ever need me. I'm just a mess up depressed piece of trash that no one cares about. I remember the day Louis left me it was probably the worst day of my life.

*Flashback*
"HARRY CAN YOU COME HERE Please!! Louis yelled. " COMING!! I yelled back. I ran down the stairs and walked in the living room Louis was sitting on the couch. He looked sad. " what's wrong?" I asked sitting next to him. He looked at me and took a deep breath. "Umm you see Harry I love you but I can't keep putting up with your problems. Louis said looking at me. " wa-what do you mean?" I asked getting nervous. Is he braking up with me?. " Harry don't play stupid you know what I'm talking about". Louis said raising his voice. " Louis I don't know what your talking about" I said getting annoyed. "who's the one working all the time hu? Who buys food. Who pays the bills. Who helps you when you are having trouble with something. Who always come running to you when you start crying because your stressed. ME HRRY!!" louis yelled. I jumped a little bit. " Louis I- I'm sorry I w-will start helping I promise". I said shaking. " you really think I'm going to believe that". Louis said with a laugh but it was a cold laugh. " please Louis I will do anything just please" I said now crying. " you know what Harry? I'M DONE!!" Louis yelled and started walking up the stairs. I followed him. "What are you doing l-Louis STOP!!" I screamed. Louis was packing his stuff. "P-Please you can't leave me l-Louis PLEASE!!" I screamed as I dropped to my knees crying. Louis started walking down the stairs and then he turned around and looked at me with anger. "Goodbye" he said coldly and continued to walk down the stairs and out the door. he was gone. Gone and never coming back. I cried I screamed and I sobbed until my body was weak. "w-why" was the last thing I said before I fell asleep.

*End of flashback*