The Loner

chapter 2:living with the darkness

so here we go again

i was this guy na mapagisa sa school sa labas sa mall there was even a time na nanood ako ng sine mag isa
kumain sa resto ng mag isa
nagpupuyat sa computer shop ng mag isa
uuwi ng 3am while listening to music
hiding the pain and self pity behind a cigarette
most of my friends dump me
so nawalan nako ng pake sa lahat becoming completely careless sa lahat ng bagay
studies,self love and many more.
wanna hear the story of my 2 week trip? all alone and free from everything?
gosh i miss those days and night spending all the shits all alone and free
i used to go on different computer shops to play for 2 days straight? or more
drinking along with my fake friends every night
smoking tons of cigarette
wasting my life in that way is not considered wasted kasi nag enjoy akong sinisira at sinasayang yung buhay ko
but im not satisfied enough to do that things
i still have 17k in my pocket
so i bought drugs worth a thousand then i start to play eat play eat
smoke get high sleep a little
drink and play again
im a hustler at doing bad bad things
but this is what people know me
this is me and i wanna be me always kasi ive never been so true to myself when im alone
and i love being this me all the time...
once again my fellow readers thank you for seing you in this part time and time again
hope you enjoy this part 2
and lets see if you would like part 3? 4? or more...