"na night baby" i smile at Aria as i kiss her forehead "ight mamma" she smiles cuddling into Charlie i switch on her night light and then shut the door over. i walk to the top of the stairs seeing Niall stood at the bottom of them i smile slightly walking down the stairs, i can't say i'm not angry that he's been talking about me behind my back but i suppose he needed it at the same time i just wish i hadn't of heard it. he grabs my hand as i get to the bottom and leads me into the living room a bouquet of flowers sat on the table with chocolates, disney movies and two onesies one for him and one for me
"i know you heard, and i'm sorry what i said and i hope this makes it up" he says letting go of my hand i just nod grabbing the onesie and throwing the other at him he gives me a confused look as he catches it "well what are you waiting for?" i ask him he laughs as i throw my t shirt and jeans off pulling my onesie up while he does the same.
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"can i ask you something?" Niall mutters as our last movie finishes it must be about 2am and it has been a good night watching all my favourite movies just enjoying each other's company "course" i mutter standing up and putting the last piece of chocolate in my mouth he takes a deep breath looking like he's unsure of wether to ask or not "why did you leave?" he mutters so quiet i just about hear him. i sigh placing the plate down on the table i just stand there for a minute and i can tell he's getting more and more anxious the more time i take to think
"i don't wanna spoil tonight" i tell him he just groans looking away i just stand there unsure of what to do "don't i deserve just a tiny explanation?" he asks slightly raising his voice he just stares at me like the anger is just taking over him "how many times have you done this now? i mean is it me? am i the problem?" he asks standing up i stand back chewing my lip i can tell he's frustrated but what am i supposed to do it's only going to hurt him
"no"i tell him he just looks into my eyes shaking his head "i'm not gonna let this go until you tell me Jade so just do it" he exclaims tears forming in his eyes as he does i take a deep breath sitting down on the couch. i've kept this to myself for nearly three years Perrie and Jesy are actually the only ones who i've ever spoke to about it and that was only when i was pregnant, i thought the feeling would go away once i had Aria but it never.
"i feel guilty" i mutter he just stares at me looking a little shocked "you were too young when i dragged you into this and i'm taking all your youth away" i scream his eyes widening he just looks away his hands on his head he just shakes his head smiling a little "your literally ten months older than me Jade" he shouts i just sit their looking at the ground unsure of what to do "for god sake Jade am i just some immature child in your eyes?" he asks me and i just see a tear fall down his cheek this is the last thing i wanted, my breathing literally feeling like it's stopped
"we're both young and i let you make the decision of if you wanted to do this and you wanted to so why is this happening now?" he mutters sitting down on the table his face full of tears "dadda wha wong?" Aria asks i look up seeing her stood at the door olaf in her hand her hair all messy "i'm okay princess" he smiles wiping his tears holding his arms out she runs over wrapping her arms around him as much as she can, "wove you dadda" she mutters her voice sounding really tired "love you more" he whispers looking over at me before kissing her head. i'm wrong.
(again quick manip don't take it serious) niallhoran
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