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"Jakai......I love you ."
"You's a pussy ." I said laughing .
He smacked his lips and pushed my head making me fall off the toilet .
"Ow ." I got up and grabbed the soap dispenser and threw it at his head .
"JAMARI AND JAKAI MY MAMA SAID COME FUCKING EAT !" Londyn yelled.
"Yo.......yo sister bad ." He said laughing.
"Duh ." I finished my bathroom business and walked out.
"Go make us plates and bring em up here ." I said kicking my slides off on the side of my bed .
"Come with me the fuck ." I shook my head no and laid out.
Me and Jamari.....are working on getting back together . Of course I'm not going anywhere , I would say the same for him but....he already cheated on me .
I do still love him , just a wii bit though . I don't even bother asking is he cheating . I know what he does . I just stay around for the hell of it .....
Every time I say I'm done , I cry my eyes out. Try to move on . He calls me and say sorry , and we have sex . Then we back happy for a few days then , we do it all over again .
If he's not with another female , he in the streets . He my boyfriend and all but I have absolutely no faith in him against tayveon nem crew .
Jamari misses sometimes , or he just shoot to graze . Tayveon shoots to kill . Im willing to help jamari , ill do whatever it takes to help . If I gotta kill a girlfriend , then so be it .
"Here ." He came back with 3 plates . It's only 2 of us .
"Why do you have 3 plates and it's only 2 of us ?
"Big daddy gotta eat . " He said showing his grills .
"Hell naw ." I busted out laughing .
Laugher died down & we ate in a comfortable silence . I had so many questions on my mind , I wanted to ask him but I did want him to blow up and shoot me .
fuck it .
"Jamari ?"
"Wassup ?"
"You know that I know you cheating still right ? It's obvious ." I said , he choked on his food .
that's all i needed to know .
"I'm not cheating bru , chill out ."
"Your lying , I'm not gon stop you. But when I cheat back , you cant get mad ."
"Aye bru i said Ian cheating , that's that on that . You fuck with another nigga and I'm putting 10 in yo dome ."
you gon miss anyways .
"Who gave you tha hickeys on the right side ? I only suck on the left side .... you smelt like Brown sugar and Vanilla perfume when you walked in . My mama don't wear it , i don't wear it . Your granny don't wear it . I asked your sister and she said she doesn't either . SO WHO THE FUCK ! you messing with now ?" He looked at me shocked and sat his plate down .
"It was only 2 girls-"
" THE FUCK YOU MEAN ONLY 2 ?" I picked up the remote and threw it right between his eyes.
"bitch . " he jumped up and grabbed my neck .
"Let me go ." I said. He didn't do it so I kicked him in the balls.
i thought i did .
" yo dumbass missed ." He threw me down on the bed and I sat up.
"Who these bitches is ?"
"Uhm-"
"SPIT IT THE FUCK OUT !"
"Zaria and a girl name Jonai ." When he said mya my face scrunched up .
" who ?"
"Zaria-"
" naw , fuck that. Get out . We done this time . I'm moving on . Tired of this shit ."
"It was a mistake."
"How you make a mistake and put ya dick in a bitch pussy ?"
"Ion know cuh ! You doin the most ! " I nodded and got up and walked to the door.
"Leave . Go be with the bitches . When nem double r niggas get you , you just got . "
"Niggas know wassup ." He got up and walked out .
do they really ?
I sat on my bed and ate silently with tears comming from my eyes . No matter what I do he always finds away to cheat .
He claimed to love me , but why does he hurt me so much ?
He said he wouldn't cheat , but why can't he stop ?
I said I was done the last time , but why did I take him back ?
