𝐒𝐂𝐀𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐑! 𝐏𝐄𝐓𝐀𝐋𝐒 ↷ haikyuu x reader [✓]

❛IM SO TIRED❜ - b. kotarou

im so tired (of love songs) :
bokuto kotarou

requested by : sensualizings

warning : bokuto might be a slight bit out of character in this bc im taking this a bit more seriously than my usual silly tone,, but enjoy regardless !!

also, slight angst ?? bittersweet angst??

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the rain tapped against the glass of windows, droplets of it slowly muddle together and slowly drip down the glass. it was relatively quiet today.

bokuto stared out the window intensely, watching each raindrop gather together into one. his usual bright, happy persona was gone and away.

his fists were clenched, his teeth gritted against each other, a string of curses left his mouth as his fingers ran through his fluffed up hair anxiously.

"bokuto?"

his golden eyes turned to the doorway of the living room where you stood with a pile of spare clothes. he shot you a small smile and greeted you. "oh, it's you (y/n)..." you walked over and set the pile of clothes beside him and took a seat beside him on the couch and glanced at his clenched fists.

"are you thinking about akaashi again?" you asked quietly, awaiting his response. you noticed the corner of his mouth tug downwards into a frown as he nodded. "im just worried i fucked up somehow... i wonder if he hates me now," he paused, the lump in his throat growing increasingly causing him to choke on his words.

"you didn't fuck up bokuto... that's what couples go through, arguments... it's natural. don't stress too much about it okay?" you reassured him, gently patting him on the back as he let out a soft sigh. "yeah... you're right." he muttered.

his eyes moved to the pile of clothes next to you and thanked you for the spare change of clothes. you laughed quietly, "it's no problem, it's my dad's so im not sure if it would fit you." he shot you a gentle smile, "seriously, you're the best," he thanked you once again before standing up and walked to the bathroom.

you were left alone in the living room, peering out the same window that bokuto was looking at earlier. a sense of dread sat in the pit of your stomach as you bit your bottom lip lightly. a sigh escaped your lips as your hands folded together. "goddamn it..." you muttered breathlessly to yourself as a single tear rolled down your face.

the bathroom door creaked open which prompted you to wipe the tear away before you turned to see bokuto wearing the baggy t shirt and beach shorts. a chuckle escaped your lips, "you look... great."