Not The Same As You Feel (Gaara x Reader)

Chapter 4- The Secret Revealed

Y/N

"I... I love Gaara." I said.

"What?!?! You love who???" they said in chorus.

"Please lower down your voice." I frowned.

"Sorry." Hinata apologised.

"Are you okay, Y/N?" Tenten asked sadly.

"Of course not..." I said with tears are starting to fall.

They come beside me and confort me.

"I understand you, Y/N. What are you going to do now?" Tenten frowned.

" I don't know! What I supposed to do?" I asked them, sighing.

"Starting from now, just let the pain flow and then if you need us, let us know. We are here for you." They conforted me.

"But, how am I supposed to do that with these feelings? Everytime I see him, I remember the things that he makes me happy and it makes me feel pain more." I explained to them while wiping my tears.

"Just avoid him now and if that pain is still there, then tell us we will help you in a way that cannot make you hurt." Tenten said.

"I wish I didn't fall in love with him!" I stated.

"You're just like a normal person, Y/N-san. You fell inlove, pain strikes you and it's normal, Y/N-san." Hinata said.

"Thanks guys." I said.

"We are here for you, Y/N." They smiled.

(...)

I started to avoid Gaara, and they didn't notice. Suddenly, at the middle of the midnight, I bumped into someone I didn't really want to see. It was him.

"Sorry, Y/N. I didn't mean it." Gaara said

I quickly get up, avoiding to make contact with his eyes.

"No, it's okay... I need to go, bye." I made a excuse and escaped quickly when Gaara grabbed my arm.

"Why are you such in a hurry? I am not a monster to be scared of." Gaara asked.

"Sorry if you feel that way, but I really need to go." I lied.

It hurts... It hurts to lie.

"Good night." Gaara said.

I paused for a minute, thinking if I should say it back.

"Good night." I said, running away immediately so he could not see the tears falling.

(...)

Gaara

"What? You're leaving?" Temari yelled.

"Why so early?!" Kankuro seconded.

I get up and see what's happening.

"What's going on?" I said calmly, crossing my arms.

"Y/N is leaving right now, I could not let her leave this early." Kankuro said.

"I really need to go Kankuro, Mom is already waiting for me. Besides, I have to train my brother for the Chunin Exams." Y/N pointed out,

"But at least have a breakfast first before leaving!" Temari exclaimed.

"Don't worry, I'll have it along the way." Y/N answered with a smile.

"Let Gaara escort you home at least," Temari stated,

"No! I mean no thanks, I can handle to go home alone." Y/N insisted.

"I insist!" Temari said.

I nodded while walking closer to Y/N.

"Don't have to, my brother is wating outside, he will be the one will escort me." she said.

"You said you go home alone and now?" Kankuro said in confusion.

"I just sense his chakra." She explained.

"Alright, you can go now, be sure to be safe." Temari said with a smile.

"See you guys later." Y/N said.

Tenten and Hinata followed her....

There's something wrong about Y/N, is that about yesterday? I asked myself.