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CHAPTER TWENTY. 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘭𝘢𝘴𝘵 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦♡
real life !
Madison's small fingers delicately rang the bell of Trent's house. While waiting for him to open it, memories flooded her mind.
She stood there, reminiscing about their pasta date and the night they almost kissed. Oh, how many times she had kissed his lips after that incident. And she would do it again -in a heartbeat.
The door opened and a half-smiling Trent appeared. It seemed like he was forcing himself to smile. "Hey, come on in" he ushered her inside, closing the door behind them.
"Sit" he motioned, pointing to the grey couch.
She took a seat, patting the space next to her for him to sit. Instead he kept a comfortable distance, still being close to her but not as much as she'd want him to.
"So. You wanted to talk?" he began.
"Yes. And I don't want you to interrupt me. Just listen to what I have to say. Please" she begged.
Trent just nodded his head, turning to face her, his eyes searching for hers as she hung her head low, trying to get her mind in place and start.
"I came in the UK to be the opening act of the biggest girl-group in the world, not expecting to fall in love. Those two months were the happiest of my life. Your love was the strongest thing I've ever felt. Your touch made me feel like all the love I've felt before was nothing compared to that. That night at my place is still my favourite night to date, second come the BRITS. But after the event everything crumbled into pieces that we both couldn't put together. We knew that the distance was too much and we still said 'fuck it' and did it anyway. Leaving the country was one of the hardest things I've ever had to do. Every night after our bickering was hard. I wanted to text you so many times that I will just abandon everything and move in with you. But instead I just kept myself busy in the studio, creating more songs about you. My heart almost couldn't handle the joy when you texted me about David. Knowing that our feelings are still here hurt. Still does. And Alex finally opened my eyes. I want you Trent, and I need you. I stopped sending paragraphs, stopped begging, I stopped telling people how to treat me and started walking away blocking and distancing myself life. It may be lonely but it's becoming peaceful sometimes being alone in life is better than being surrounded by half ass people. Then I met all of you guys and my life finally had a meaning. So if you'll have me, I want to.. I don't know. Maybe be a part of your life again?"
