Confessions and Secrets

Im up and i think im horny

My new job has been throwing off my sleep schedule more and more every day. I woke up at 5 pm yesterday. I got sleepy at 7 pm that same night. I took a nap and woke up at 8. Since then I have been up and I can't sleep. It is currently 8:37 am. I have done everything under the sun. I have cooked, organized, cleaned, made a YT video, finished my website. By the way please visit www.minksondeck.com. I have lashes on their for sale. It took me two weeks to get everything finished and ready. But nevertheless, I have tried everything to wear me down. But I am not sleepy. I call myself masturbating to burn some stem and I am still up and moving. I think that I need some pure penetration. I hate that I cut everyone off for this old nigga because now I have no one I can call and they will be here in 2 seconds. I have to work to get my old dudes back. But I don't know what to do. I'm stuck between calling him and using him for sex and just saying fuck it and waiting until I pass out. Urgh this shit sucks ass already.