Touka's POV
"HE WHAT???"
"Hide asked if he can stay with me for a bit until his dorms get cleaned." Kenya was explaining how Hide will be living with her for a few days.
"I don't think it's safe at all." What if someone tries to steal her apartment and Hide is sleeping? What if Hide forgets to lock the door and the CCG comes in? What if they get......intimate????
"It'll be safe he'll be sleeping on the couch and I'll be sleeping in my room, I'll lock the doors and everything. I'll just have to be careful about my ghoul abilities and appearance."
I just worry for her.
"Ok Kenya, I trust you. Call or text me if anything happens while he stays with you."
Ugh I know this scent all too well.
"Hello my darlings!"
Tsukiyama.
"Leave the store immediately you aren't allowed here for what you did!" I yelled at him as he stood there acting innocent.
He's a threat to Anteiku and has caused too much harm and damage. I don't trust him one bit.
"Aren't you banned or something...?" Kenya asked.
"No I'm not banned and Touka it was Mr. Yoshimura who actually called me here." He walked towards us and pulled out a pouch napkin.
"I would like to have your blood Kenya on this napkin." He has a sly smirk on plastered on his face as he handed the napkin toward my best friend.
"Eww no I know you've been sniffing my brother's blood really creepy and weird. I refuse and I won't say it again." Kenya snapped back with a face of disgust and uninterested.
"How do you know about that? I-I mean I don't do such things." Tsukiyama began to stutter with his words. Haha! Good for him that's what he gets for being a pervert.
"Anyways I'll be going to Mr. Yoshimura's office. Bye darlings." Uuuughhhh really creepy and weird.
We sat there feeling creeped out by what Tsukiyama's hobbies like who does that?? Smell others blood? He's already a ghoul what more does this pervert want?!
"I think I'm going to ask Hide more about Kankei." She had a small smile on her face as she made that statement. I know living with him might be a little uncomfortable for her but it's a way of being with Kaneki.
"I want to know more about my brother. What books he read, what he did as hobbies, favorite foods, if he had any girlfriends and more. It's the only way I'll ever know how my brother grew up without me."
I miss Kaneki too. He was one of the few people who became my close friend and understood me well as a ghoul and as a regular person. It felt right to spend time with him and teach him more about ghouls. He became one of my best friends.
"There's a lot of healing that needs to be done. There was so much pain for everyone; us as a family and Anteiku being the place where ghouls want to change their lives. And even if he is a ghoul I don't mind it because I'm a ghoul too. I wonder how he'll act when he sees me? Do you think he'll smile? Maybe cry?? Have a happy expression? What should we do together as siblings? Maybe an amusement park? Or explore libraries, there's so much I wanna do with my brother." Kenya smiles so brightly that it can make you have a calm and safe feeling.
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I sipped on my plain black coffee. It's good once you try it, I don't really add sugar cause it'll make me sick but sometimes a cube or two won't hurt.
"I hope we find him soon I do worry for him." I worry as well. How's his condition and health. Are they testing on him how he became half human and half ghoul? Is there bad treatment?
The one thing that worries me most is that he becomes like Ayato. A cruel and heartless person who doesn't care if your human and ghoul. Someone who has held hate, sadness, and pain for so long that they've forgotten who they are. And all he cares his power, strength, and becoming the ultimate ghoul.
"There's so much I wanna do with my brother! I'm getting excited already!" Kenya screamed in joy as she began writing down ideas.
I wonder what I will do with Kaneki when we find him?
"The first thing I want to do with my brother is make coffee. We should all try the coffee that he makes I hear it's delicious. I hope he likes mike tho I still feel that my coffee isn't good at all."
"I'll definitely want to kiss him." My face began to feel hot as I thought about being with Kaneki. Him and I going on dates, reading new books, so much romance and happiness I want feel with him.
"TOUKA WHAT??"
"I said that OUT LOUD??!!!"
Ayato's POV
These are the last places that I've been sent to. There's still no sign of a Kenya and it's definitely not the one in Tokyo. Does Eto really believe that stupid Kaneki's sister is dead?
If anything she didn't even exist and it's all a game for Eto and a WASTE OF TIME for me. It's all fun for Eto but just wait until I kill her then I'll be in charge.
I arrived to the few destinations left. I looked at the building in the picture and the one that stood before me. "It's just a burned down orphanage nothing special." I laughed at the sight in front of me, what idiots lived in this stupid junk of place.
I searched around the property and only found rubble and dirt, few pieces of police tape, and a few files on the children living there.
It seems that most children moved to another orphanage with more space and land. Some got adopted and some were old enough to leave and start on their adult lives.
"There's nothing here it's full of shit." I kicked the rocks out of my way when I heard a metal sound. What the hell is that? I went down the hill and saw a metal cabinet rolled down and opened.
I opened each cabinet and found more files and papers. Each paper has records of children getting adopted, hospital visits, and health records.
"This is bullshit!" I yelled to the sky as I stared at the stars.
The stars look really beautiful, but not as beautiful as Kenya. She's a beauty and gorgeous sight to see. Her voice is soothing and calming that it makes me feel relaxed and happy.
She brings he calmness and security, even though I've only met her a few times but I want to spend time with her. There's so many things I want to do with Kenya. I want to cuddle with her, show her that I'm a worthy man, I want to see her.
Wait why am I feeling like this??? This isn't right! She can't accept me because I'm a ghoul and a criminal to the CCG. I'm not supposed to have these feelings ugh this isn't the real me.
I fuckin kill with no mercy.
Plus................She won't love me and less care for me to her I'm a threat and danger.
If I could have one wish is spend time with her. And if that wish came true the first thing I want to do is have a date with her. But that will never happen.
Wait stop thinking about these feelings, I need to prevent myself from continuing to have these emotions and thoughts.
I'm angry with myself for feeling this way.
I'm a fuckin blood thirsty ghoul and killing is my passion.
What is this?? There was an old almost burnt file folder that has classified stamped in red. I opened the file and it was same documents as the rest. But this file was extremely strange. The picture was burned off, certain words have been erased and crossed, and there were only 4 important statements on this document.
Kenya Ken......
Dead, Cause of Death: Murder.......
September 19
Find my body please.....
