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Tee's PoV

i stared at my dead phone for the longest time , i only saw my reflection from it , yeah .. i turned it off after i sent the message to p'Tae ..

i didnt dare to read his response ..

i also saw the box that p'Tae sent me , a suit for bestman

why should i care ? he probably didnt even think it'd be a big problem if i didnt come to his wedding , i believe he have so many other friends for his best men .. my presence wasn't important at all ..

it's 3 am in the morning , i still laying helplessly in my bed , i really didnt know what to do , i rolled up to get my other phone to check on instagram , i guess it would be okay because p'Tae now didnt active in entertainment industry, not many people would know about his marriage.. my timeline wouldnt be flooded by p'Tae's pic unlike when p'Mai held her wedding last month , literally her and p'Ter 's pictures flooding the instagram feed for the whole week

i saw the pictures and videos that fans been sending me , most of the pics and videos was from the event lately , most of them was the pictures of me and Punn ; my other co stars that fans shipped me a lot too these days

but a post from fan caught my attention , it was from my ordination 3 years ago , i read the caption

"action speaks louder than words, they forever will be my favorite couple even after years , miss you two #TAETEE"

i saw the pictures , it was when p'Tae stayed the night at Chiangmai after my ordination ceremony, i remembered he cancelled his flight that day so he could do the morning walk and collect the alms from the people

this is the first time i saw his picture clearly, i didnt realize how puffy his eyes were , and how tired he actually was , i also remembered he asked p'Jane for a paracetamol because he wasnt feeling good that day , and when p'Jane asked him to go back to Bangkok , but instead of going home , he stayed beside me

my thumbs unconsciously touched p'Tae's face on my phone ..

i realized how selfish i am right now ..

he was right there beside me for one of the most important event in my life , and why cant i do the same ?

i said i love him , so i should be happy for him

i sent a message to my friend and closed my eyes for a little bit sleep .. tomorrow will be a long day ..

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i waited in my apartment for my friend to pick me up this evening , i saw p'Jane , p'Oh , Bass , p'Kim and Copter already in Khonkaen , p'Jane told the other that i had work with p'Chompoo this saturday

and also p'Jane still dont know yet about my leaving to Khonkaen tonight , i asked my friend's help to find a latest ticket to Khonkaen , it was at 9 pm

yes .. my friend is p'Nadech , that Nadech Kugimiya , we actually became closer after me and his girlfriend, p'Yaya , starred in a same lakorn last year , many people said i behaved like p'Yaya so much , p'Yaya treated me like a baby , so as p'Nadech , maybe they babysit me in case they'd have their own in the near future .. i wonder why they haven't got married yet ..

okay .. marriage thingy again ..

p'Nadech was from Khonkaen too like p'Tae , his family owned a tour and travel guide there , i asked p'Nadech's help to find the ticket to Khonkaen and car soon as i arrived there