Take My Hand || Jinson

Another feeling?

After a week Jinyoung had considered Hyunjin's offer and was now sitting in the music room on the floor softly humming a song his other used to sing to him. Jinyoung was off in his own world until he heard the door open. He watched as a smaller figure stepped into the music room and slowly closing the door realising there was someone else in here. Jinyoung didn't say anything he just watched as the male walked in to the room and sat in front of the piano. 

Jinyoung sat there for the next 20 minutes as he watched Mark's hands dance along the black and white keys. The blissful music making Jinyoung feel relaxed and somewhat tired, as if the piano was singing him a beautiful and soft lullaby. Mark by this time had long forgotten that someone else was in the room until the noise of his new friends had burst through the door.

The noise had scared both Mark and Jinyoung as they were used to the sound of the piano filling the room as the two sat in a comfortable state of silence. Yugyeom had been the first one that Mark had seen, He smiled softly to the older male and his smile grew when he received a bright smile back from Mark. Bambam had then entered and ran over to sit next to Mark, Bambam however had made sure to sit a safe distance and from Mark and not touch him to stop mark from being uncomfortable or getting scared. Although the two younger males were loud they were also considerate and caring, especially for Mark. Yugyeom felt like it was his Job to protect both Mark and Bambam, Bambam felt like he was responsible for Yugyeom as Yugyeom was younger than himself but he had to be strong enough for Mark and be able to support the older Male.

During the whole interaction between the three males, Jinyoung watched as the two younger males who had burst in suddenly and loudly for that matter, had now spoken in a hushed tone. Jinyoung felt something inside and he didn't know what to do at this point. Jinyoung decided to leave the music room and go find Hyunjin and talk to him to see if he could find out what was wrong. The more Jinyoung thought about the interaction between the three males the more it stung. Jinyoung was soon standing in front of Hyunjin's office and Knocked softly, he waited until he heard a soft "come in" before entering the room.

Hyunjin was going through another patients paperwork when Jinyoung had sat in the chair in front of his desk. "How can I help you Jinyoung?" Hyunjin asked and watched as Jinyoung struggled to form words.

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Jinyoung had moved back to his room in order to properly process what Hyunjin had said to him and how he should take such information....

*5 minutes ago*

"I was listening to Mark play the piano and then Yugyeom and Bambam had come in making all this noise and then the way they were talking to Mark and were doing everything so softly around him and My chest felt weird so I came to you" Jinyoung had said. He took a breath and then before Hyunjin could further comment on anything Jinyoung had started talking again "Then in the process of watching them the corner of my mouth had started twitching and it was scary" Jinyoung finishes

*Back to present time*

 

As Jinyoung sat on his bed he kept repeating what Hyunjin had said "It's called happiness, you feel happy to see a caring act between people even if you don't know the people. And the twitching you felt was an automatic reaction to the situation. It's called smiling, once again you smile see something cute, when you see someone you are close too, when you experience something that makes you happy, things like that. This is good progress Jinyoung". Jinyoung felt weird but 'happy' as Hyunjin had worded it, the word being so foreign to him but yet made him feel... 'what was that other word that hyunjin had said that I started feeling? Ca- clam? no not clam that's seafood... Cal- calm? Yeah calm!' Jinyoung was now smiling and he couldn't help it.

Jaebeom had suddenly walked in to the room he shared with Jinyoung and stood there in shock. "Jinyoung, what are you doing?" Jaebeom had questioned. Jinyoung looked at the older with a questionable look on his face. "What do you mean Jaebeom, i'm smiling and I'm happy" Jinyoung had replied and that had shocked Jaebeom even more, none the less he started jumping around and cheering, Hyunjin just happened to walk past and see Jaebeom jumping around so he went to see what the commotion was about and saw Jinyoung chuckling to himself. Jaebeom had heard it and stood there amazed, he then looked at Hyunjin who was standing in the door way with wide eyes.

"Di-did I do something wrong" Jinyoung had questioned... "Beautiful" Hyunjin had said, Jaebeom nodded in agreement. Hyunjin had explain to Jinyoung what laughing was and how it was a good thing when one person laughed. Hyunjin had then pulled out his "emergency" phone and opened the youtube app and pulled up a funny video, Hyunjin watched as both Jinyoung and Jaebeom had both began laughing with each other and ended up hugging each other through the pain of laughter.

After the video had ended Hyunjin took his leave and left the two alone to bond over Jinyoung's new found feelings and expressions.

As Hyunjin walked away he began wondering about what the first group session would be and who with. He stood at the big glass window on level two of the facility that over looked the garden and that was when he had suddenly got the idea for his first group session. And he knew exactly who would be apart of this group.

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