Italian; Puttana

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Recap:

The sound of a door opening interrupted us, I looked to the side to see Mattia ... A frown playing  on his lips with a Hershey chocolate bar in this hand

Seconds dropping down too the floor, breaking into pieces. What a waste of food

"What the fuck h-halia"

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"I dont understand why your mad Mattia" I roll my eyes at him "we're gonna act like you weren't all up on cynthia?" I laugh

"Pathetic"

He stood there looking over me, blankly looking at me with a frown

"Your so selfish, always thinking about you. You knew me and cynthia were something but you still offered to lay in bed with me and get naked, respect yourself"

My eyes watered from him words. How was I selfish when all I did was help his desire? And too even dare say I should respect myself is a fucking sin from his mouth

When I look back to that night it wasnt me cheating was it? Or When I look back to the day he kidnapped me it wasn't me stalking him right? Last time I recalled he was the one too be interested in me

"Your an asshole, remember that, for you too say I'm some type of whore is ridiculous. I'm not gonna waste my time with you and some type of mental illness going on inside your head" i got up from the bed walking up to the door

Hes going to remember this day, and I'm sure of it ...

Mattia polibio POV

It hurt watching her walk away, only if she knew why I said what I said wasnt true

The words wanted too come out but they wouldn't,  my anger got the best of me and lies spilled out my mouth 

And this nasty bitch cynthia next to me is the whole reason why.

I never ment to say what I said but cynthia was the only thing that would back me up in the arguement, when I left I knew it wouldn't be right if me amd halia became something, she was too good for me

Shes beautiful, and even if im the  Mattia Polibio I have my boundaries when it come to people I love, I feel some type of respect for her

Yeah I was diagnosed with anger issues but I always knew I was stronger, well atleast I thought so. Halia looked back at me with dark eyes, I knew she was mad with me and that was my mistake

Tears stung to fall but I held my ground, I cant show I feel eny type of sorrow, its just not like me to show something like that

"Im sorry" I whisper

Halia Pov

I got into my car and started the engine, didn't even look back once when I got in, the whole ride I played my playlist and held my tears back as hard as I could

How could I be so dumb?

Authors note;
So this one is bad ...

But I promised your gonna love me after all this passes, just enjoy and read this drama

But this is who Mattia is, trust issues being one of them, that's why he messes around with cynthia and couldn't commit with halia, but everything will fall into place