GOOD CONNECTION

Epilogue

                    
       Noah's POV

'' Hey Jada, I just want to check on you and I'm sorry for walking away just like that, nagulat lang kasi ako sa sinabi mo , di ko yon inexpect ''.

'' Noah... please be honest with me, yan ba talaga reason? o sadyang ayaw mo lang masaktan feelings ko? ''.

'' For both of your questions, my answer is '' no'' , it's not it and it's definitely not you, it's me ''.

'' bakit? what happened to you?''.

'' I want to tell you now kaso I don't know where to start at tsaka ayaw kitang masaktan ''.

'' so, you don't like me? it's fine, tatanggapin ko , it's not like we can force someone to like us back , it just doesn't work that way''.

  '' no, patapusin mo muna ako Jada ''.

     '' sge, magsalita ka na , makikinig ako kahit masakit tatanggapin ko ''.

      '' it's not like di kita gusto, in-fact GUSTONG-GUSTO kita , pero takot ako na mag commit , sa totoo lang, happy ako na gusto mo rin pala ako pero my mind was still struggling from what happened to my past relationship , nahihirapan akong magtiwala muli, natakot akong masaktan ulit ako , that's why umalis ako agad kanina kasi may naalala ako .

  '' mahal mo pa ba ex mo? ''

    '' Hindi naman sa ganoon Jada, ang ibig kong sabihin , the last time na nagsabi sakin ng '' I Love you '' iniwan nya ako , what if maulit yon? ''.

  '' Ah so parang pinapamukha mong mang-iiwan ako dito ah, sa bagay, sino bang iniwan ? ako ba o si Nick , try to think of it Noah , nawa'y mahihirapan nga akong magcheat! tas masabi mo pa sakin yan?! ''.

'' Di ko sinabing kaya mong gawin yan, I just wanted to make sure na di na yon mauulit , you know the word trust issue? ganon nararamdaman ko, I really like you so much , I really do pero ayoko ! ayokong masaktan ulit sarili ko .

'' I understand , mas mabuting ganto , yong wala kang paligoy-ligoy pa, straight the point lang, I'm glad that you just made it clear to me ''

'' Jada, is it okay if we'll be staying as friends for now ... ''

'' I'll think about it ''.

Jada's POV

In- off ni Jada ang wifi and laid her head on the bed . '' It's so hard when a person doesn't want to commit and I can't blame buti sinabi nya agad''.
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*Background Music Playing *
   '' I found a guy, told me I was a star , he held the door, held my hand in the dark  and he's perfect on papers but he's lying to my face, does he think that I'm the kind of girl who needs to be saved''. 

And then theres... one more boy , he's from my past, we fell in love but it didn't last , coz the second I figured it out , he pushes me away and I won't fight for love when you won't need me halfway ''.

''ALL I WANT is loving last ,  ALL I WANT  too much to ask, Is it something wrong with me? coz all I want is a good guy , are my expectations far too high? tried my best but what can I say , all I have is myself at the end of the day ''.

'' Shouldn't that be enough? for me ''
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Jada's tears fell again while remembering those sweet moments with Noah.

Lesson: Sometimes a GOOD CONNECTION wouldn't last long .

But with the right person, it lasts forever