Feedee Diary

How I Got Here

I'm AmorousPiggy,

I've been actively into feederism for a year now, but I've been into it without realizing what it was since I was a kid. When I was younger (like really young) I always ate until I couldn't, food was like the best part of my day. I remember day dreaming about cartoon characters gaining weight, especially when it was already depicted on a show. I'd love thinking about what/how much they would eat and how their belly would change the more they ate, their were times I would think about people from school coming over and stuffing themselves as well.

A couple years later I even came up with the idea of bloating myself with milk, after watching videos online of people being tied down and stuffed till they looked like they were going to explode. I tried it a couple of times but ultimately forgot about it. Despite my love of watching people gain and eating lots of food myself, I've basically been a pole my whole life.

Until last year at least, that's when I was online a lot more and was already eating more because of a job a recently got at a pizza place. I was trying to find people who were into fatter people since I was in the the stuffing mood again, and that's when I discovered feederism along with online communities. Once I found that I started making my weight gain fantasies a reality.

It was so much easier than before, I've never met anyone in real life who liked stuffing or gaining, everyone around me makes it seem like the worst thing ever to be big. But people online encouraged me to eat that slice, or finish that last milkshake, eating until I'm completely full it feels so good I'd be being honest if I said stuffing myself silly is more enjoyable to me than sex. I've become such a piggy even in this short amount of time, jeez.

Anyway this diary is basically a place for me to come and show my progress or just vent my thoughts about it, I've been thinking so much about stuffing, gaining, popping clothes, etc. that I haven't been able to think straight the last few days, all I want to do is eat, but I'm hoping this will let me blow off some steam.