What flows through the mind of a odd Pearson with problems.

You

You put up walls to keep something out. You go numb to block out the pain. You put on a show to keep others happy. Though you yourself havent been truly been happy in a while. You only feel a little joy or happiness every once and awhile. Something always brings back the pain and sadness. It overpowers the happiness you just felt its like a black hole it just keeps sucking you in. Never letting go holding on with its death grip. As it sucks you in it says no one will notice just let me take you. It will only get worse from here.