My Biggest Dream

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"Oh... well, yeah sure, we can meet up sometimes, just the two... of us." Damn.. don't say that he knows that I like him... after our mini talk I smiled as saying 'bye' and exit the room. There was some members in the living room and some in the kitchen, so I went to them, thanked for letting me stay and said my goodbyes, then headed back to my home.

Later that day, I had a call from my parents, it looked that they already moved on and are okay with me and my decision. "Hi, dad! How you guys are doing? Is everything alright?" "Hi! We miss you a lot! But everything's okay, well your mom is still scared and a little bit pissed because that you're not here, but she will be okay, she will sooner or later have to come to terms with it, so don't worry! Anyways, tell me how are you doing? Maybe you need something, we can transfer some money or something. " "No, dad, I'm okay, I have enough of money, food, clothes, everything is okay! " A big smile plastered on my face. "So, uhm where's Y/S/N (your sister name, if you don't have one then just ignore it)? And mom, she don't want to talk with me or-" "Oh no, they just went off, she will call you the next day. " "Oh, okay. So dad I have to go now, since I have a meeting tonight." "Ohh, understand, haha so with the manager or with some boy?" "Dad! Stop it! " "Haha, okay, okay, then hanging up? Stay safe sweetie! Love you!" "Bye dad, love you too!"

And yes dad, the meeting is with the boy... Wooyoung wanted to meet up today at 6pm and now it's 2pm, so I have lots of time to get ready.
First I went to take a shower, when I'm stressed hot water is always helping me to calm down my nerves. While taking the shower I was passing all my clothes in my head, wanting to find the best one. When I was done I went straight to my closet. 10 minutes past and I still don't know what to wear. Suddenly there's a knock on my door. I went to check and it was the postman, he had a box in his hands, thank god I have my bathrobe so I don't need to stand in front of the postman naked.
I opened the door and he immediately gave me the box, I signed and he walked away. Hm, who could send this to me.? I went to the living room and opened the box, in the inside, it was a yellow dress, with some flowers on the back. "Wow... it's really, beautiful... but-" then I found a piece of paper and I started to read it 'Dear, Y/N, I don't want you to think, that I'm mad at you about your decision living apart, it was just hard to realize that, I barely will see you face to face... but I'm happy if this is what you want! So I bought this dress for you, I hope you like it as much as I do. I'm really proud of you sweetie and I love you so, so much! -mom'
"So, mom i-is not mad at m-me anymore, ugh what a relieve... " Not gonna lie, this letter really made me cry, I wasn't talking with my mom since I left Lithuania, so it really made me at the same time happy and sad. I looked at the clock and, oh shit, it's already 4:30pm I should hurry, I don't want to be late on my first date! Uhm, the meeting, just the two of us, no one said it's a date!
I wiped my tears away and went to the bathroom to put on my mom's given dress. I started to smile while looking in the mirror, it looked so pretty! I went to grab some white sneakers and do a little makeup, well I'm not a fan of it, so I just put a little bit of foundation and highlighter. It was almost 5pm, so I started to straitening my hairs. I was done at 5:30pm, 'just in time' I thought to myself, last time I looked at myself in the mirror, smiled and went of to the place I needed to meet up with Wooyoung.
We both agree to meet up in the park next to their dorm. I put my earphones on and started walking listening to some songs, since it was summer it was hot outside, I was looking to the cherry blossom, it looked really beautiful, especially when the sun shined through them. Not for long I reached the park, I was still going through it trying to find Wooyoung. I was looking to the both sides but I didn't saw him. Suddenly someone covered my eyes with hands. "Guess who?" "Haha! Wooyoung!" I started to laugh of his childness. "Hey, how do you know?" Haha, silly, you're my crush, how I couldn't know... "I'm working with you, Woo, so I hear you a lot." I smiled. Though it wasn't the thing I wanted to say...

He smiled too. It looks like a dream, I'm standing with my crush in the park, around us there's cherry blossoms.

It's beautiful... just don't want to wake up... like in the past...
don't want my heart to break again...

Wooyoung, if you really like me or if you ever will, please don't broke this heart of mine... again...