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I have a girlfriend
She's really beautiful to the point gusto ko siyang ipagdamot.
She's really rare, iba kung magpakilig, ibang-iba sa ibang babae.
A 1st Year college student and I am 2nd year college student
Palagi ko siyang hinihintay tuwing uwian, dahil gusto ko safe siya at ako ang huli niyang makita bago pumasok sa loob ng bahay.
Everytime I saw her smiling, My heart melts,
Everytime I saw her crying, My heart hurts,
My girl really gave me that roller coaster feels.
"Baby!" She shouted and chuckled as she saw me from a far.
I smiled when I saw her smiling, "ang ingay mo" I said and poke her forehead.
"Hmm? Sorry na" she pouted.
"Iloooveyou" she said and hug me tigthly.
"I chuckled and hug her back "Iloveyoumore."
Walang minuto, oras, araw, buwan o taon na nakakalimutan niyang sabihin kung gaano niya ako kamahal.
My girl really drives me crazy and addicted, she's like a drug and no rehab can fix my craziness.
Tomorrow is her 18th Birthday, and I want to surprise her, gusto ko ng mag-propose sa kanya, I want her to be mine, forever.
"Hi po tita, saan ho si Xylyn?" I asked.
I look at her mother and there I saw her crying, kinabahan ako, so I ask her again, "Tita are you okay? San ho ba si Xylyn?"
She look at me and wipe her tears, "sakto Xendrei, hinihintay kana ng anak ko" she said and her tears fall again.
She guided me to Xylyn's room, and there I saw Xylyn facing her window.
"Baby" I called her, I almost whispered it.
She faced me and saw her lips are paled.
"A-are you okay?" I asked her and I my tears almost fall.
She didn't response but instead she tap her chair saying "sit beside me baby"
I look at her and sit beside her, and then she lean her head in my shoulder. "Im sorry for not telling you" she said.
"Baby? What is it? Bat namumutla ka? Bat nanghihina ka? " I asked.
"Im dying Xendrei." She said and my heart teared apart.
"How? Why? I said and cried.
"Shhhh baby, let me sing a song for you" she said, she glanced at me and gave a peck on my lips
"Before it's too late~" she sang and breathe heavily "I'll t-take a step away~" she cried. "I know one word would make me g-go" alam kong nahihirapan na siya, wala na akong magawa kundi ang umiyak "Rushing back to you" she sobbed and I caressed her head "So I'll just shut my- she sigh, eyes" "Forget that you were mine" she continuously singing "H-how do you go from making one your home" she breathe heavily again, my tears are continuously falling. "Stop singing baby, nahihirapan kana" I said telling her to stop, she ignored me and continuously singing "And then just l-letting it all go"she sobbed while singing "Let me take it in B-before it sinks in" shsang and look at me.
"Iloveyou Xendrei" she kiss me and saw her last tears fall from her eyes.
"Xylyn? Baby?"I tried waking her up, but it's too late. She died on my arms. I cried, and cried loudly.
I saw her mother, standing and crying also. And then she gave me a piece of envelope and I think this is the last message,Xylyn wrote for me.
"Hi baby, Im sorry for not telling you. I have a cancer, a gastric cancer to be exact, and my doctor said, may taning na ang buhay. It looks like, Im healthy, right? But I am not. I decided not to tell you kasi alam kong hindi ko na maienjoy ang natitirang buhay ko dahil alam kong gusto mong magpahinga ako at kung ano-ano pa, Gusto kitang makasama like I am a normal person, walang sakit, walang cancer. Live my man, even though wala na ako sa tabi mo, pursue your dreams, for me and for your self. Dont stop, please? I am always by your side. Iloveyou Xendrei."
I cried with her last message, and from that day, I promised to her as well as to myself, that I will pursue my dreams, for her and for me.
