My teacher, my addiction

chapter 28

Brian's Pov:
Did I do something wrong?
She purely looked flustered , i think she never saw me in that way , guess it's only me who caught feelings for her
But when she cried, i felt so bad
Not that I was being sympathetic,  but I for a split second I saw that affection for me in her eyes when she was giving her explaination , every word she said made me feel special,  but it's not how I thought
Why do i always drown out my temptations for her attention there is no future for us , it won't end beautifully I'd rather not begin it, there won't be any happy ending
I'll just make an excuse tommorow and give my explaination,  and I wouldn't pursue her anymore .

Next day at school:
Authors Pov:
Ivy enetered the school gates, her hands shaking
She didn't knew what is going happen
She didn't knew how to react around Brian after what happened yesterday, everyone were doing their own things, yet Ivy couldn't help but feel uncomfortable in the atmosphere , she felt weirdly nauseous today in the school
She is not prepared for what to come today in her life

Ivy's Pov:
"Yo Ivy you look tensed today?"
"Lexi you almost gave me a heart attack!!!"
"Oh hahah sorry, you seemed spaced out, that's why i approached you"
"Oh huh okay"
"So what about that tensed face of yours?"
"Huh?"
"What's wrong?"
"Oh nothing, I am just having a small headache"
"Did you take pills?"
"Nah,but I will be okay if i drink water after I reach in class "
"So why to reach class,  drink it now , in front of me"
"Oh i almost forgot that you are my babysitter -_-"

"Then drink"
I drank my water, and to my surprise it really made me feel comfortable my mind was in peace I guess, i can handle things out
I will confess my feelings to him
I guess I don't really know what i feel about him , but once I hear from I will try to figure my feelings out to
"IVY?"
"Yes Lexi?"
"I want to tell you something"
"Hm?"
"Uhm i kinda like Luca"
"You What!!"
"Don't shout dumfuck"
"Oh but you really do?"
"Y-yes"i saw her blushing she is so adorable
"My Lexi, my baby lexi since when"
"since last winter, and wasn't I your babysitter a minute ago?"
"Woah thats quiet a while now, why didn't you confessed him?"
"Uhm I guess he likes you!"
She frowned at her statement
"Hey! What if he doesn't and I don't feel the same way for him too"
"Come one Ivy , whole school know he has a crush on you"
"Bro i don't feel the same way "
"Oh" thats all she said and started walking
"Hey,  how dare you leave me there"
"Ivy i thought i will come in between you and Luca,  not only that I feared of losing both you and Luca,  but now since I said you about my feelings I feel good"
"I'm actually dissapointed, you didn't said me before, am i not your best friend"
"I'm sorry Ivy its not like i wanted to keep it from ,i was just scared"
"I understand lexi , it's okay dont say sorry atleast you build up that courage to open up to me I'm glad, for now lets go the class"
"Yeah we will talk about it later"

It was the 3rd lecture , and I know it's maths , my hands are literally sweating , i hope can stay sane
He enetered the class,  and glanced towards me , i smiled he didn't smile back instead he just turned his head, woah thanks Brian for making me more nervous now
Half of the lecture was done, and he still haven't tried to communicate
I was busy looking at the window thinking of ways to approach him, i didn't notice that he was standing near my desk
"Miss Ivy?"
"Huh uh y-yes sir" startling the fuck out of me
"You are day dreaming , are you okay" he asked looking straight with no emotions
"Uh no Sir I am just tired, that's it"
He leaned towards my desk and said " You can have rest if you want to"
"No Sr its okay ,I'm fine"
"Are you sure"
"Yes 100%" I smiled,
"Great, now solve these problems, also meet me at the rooftop in your lunch break I want to have a talk with you"

The authors of this story needs to post more, they are lazy as fuck