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y/n wiped the ink off her face with a cloth given to her by the nurse in the infirmary. the nurse treated all of the scratches and took out the daggers lodged into y/n's body. each one of sumiye's nen ink daggers had left a sizable injury.
they stabbed just enough for it to hurt, that was for sure. "you seem fine for now.. but have you eaten?" the nurse asked. how could she tell? y/n immanently panicked, "of course!" she said with a bit of a playful tone.
the nurse hummed and wrote down something on her clipboard. "you come check back with me tomorrow, okay?" she pointed her pen towards y/n. y/n nodded in return and left. when she was walking back, gon was at her door.
perhaps waiting for her to return. "oh, y/n!" gon waved. she smiled, putting on an act. "gon-kun!" y/n waved at gon, "are your injuries okay?" he asked her. she placed a hand to her arm, "yeah! completely fine!"
it was less then fine, the pit in her stomach from throwing up earlier grew larger. all she wanted was some water right now. "that's good! so are you coming to train with me and killua?" gon asked cheerfully.
"oh! no.. i think i'll train by myself.." she pointed to her door. gon's eyebrows furrowed, "y/n are you taking care of yourself?" y/n immanently broke into a sweat, "of course! what makes you think otherwise?" she tried to play it off.
"you seem to gotten skinnier.." gon stepped closer to y/n. "are you eating right?" gon's was way too observational for y/n right now. gon stared into y/n's eyes, y/n turned her head the other way. if he stared too long maybe he would figure out that y/n wasn't eating at all lately.
"i know! let's go get lunch!" gon pointed a finger up. y/n's eyes widened, that was the worst idea she had heard in a while. her vision shook, she tried not to breathe to heavy now. she gulped, trying to get herself together.
she turned her head, smiling she stated, "sure!" as she walked with him to a nearby cafe she wondered if she should just make a run for it now. though, it would be hard with all of her injuries. they sat down at a table outside.
the scenery looked serene, but so twisted at the same time. y/n couldn't put her finger on it. maybe it was the drink she was swirling around, no.. the bright sun? that wasn't it either.. a piece of paper flew by as the wind blew in her direction. that was it. the place that triggered it all.
y/n started to cough as all the emotions poured in. "ahh! are you okay y/n?" gon innocently asked. y/n waved her hand, "no, i'm fine!" she coughed a couple of more times. her eyes dulled, the ticket. something so.. silly, is what started all this. maybe y/n acted a bit childish.
no, she acted out of place completely. she shook her head, trying to clear her head. "so what are you getting gon-kun?" she just wanted whatever he wanted, everything just sounded so, disgusting. "uhm.." gon scratched his temple.
he showed what he wanted, "i ordered this for both of us!" he smiled like a child. y/n giggled before looking at the photo. it was rather unsightly to y/n. it was a sandwich platter, of course gon ate big, how did she not notice before?
she prayed silently that gon would just eat it all himself. they made up for lost time by talking, even if y/n didn't want to. "in a few days i have my next match." gon stated. "really? when?" y/n replied with a question.
"june 10th." gon said and y/n nodded her head. "how's.. kil-chan?" y/n was reluctant to ask, but she wanted to cure her curiosity. gon thought about it for a moment, "he seems fine!" y/n smiled to herself, knowing that at least killua wasn't worry about her.
their waiter carried the large sandwich platter to their table and sat it down. they bowed and left, leaving y/n to mentally scrutinize the whole thing. every single aspect of the plate made y/n want to puke right there and then.
gon on the other hand, stuffed his face like there was no tomorrow. he held out a sandwich, "here!" y/n shook her head and pushed it back, "i'm not too hungry right now.." "nonsense! here!" gon's eyes were like a dog's, hard to resist.
y/n hesitantly grabbed the sandwich. she gave it a look over, noticing gon waiting for her to take a bite. y/n paused, a light sigh seeping through her lips. she took a bite, gon's smile widened, continuing to eat.
as much as she wanted to puke right now, she wanted it so badly. she wanted to eat. she couldn't stop herself anymore. y/n ate the whole sandwich. after gon ate the rest and y/n ate one, they both felt full.
"i'm going to head to the bathroom.." gon nodded and y/n left. she locked herself into the stall, staring at the semi-clean toilet. her knees felt like jelly and caused her to fall to the ground. she gripped onto her shirt, the feeling of nausea and guilt swirled inside her stomach.
y/n gripped the sides of the toilet as she dry heaved. as much as she wanted it to all come back up, it wouldn't. as much as she tried, it wouldn't. this guilty feeling spread throughout every cell in her body. she wondered why she couldn't go back to how she was.
the contempt life she had before all of this. why couldn't she eat a single meal without wanting to puke it back up again. why. it was all she could ask herself. after y/n felt a bit better, she stood up and dusted herself off.
she didn't want gon to worry either. y/n felt a bit dirty after touching the floor and toilet, it was a public bathroom after all. she washed her hands, trying to rid of this dirty feeling. she came back and met with gon. "thank you, gon-kun!"
y/n bowed and gon rubbed the back of his neck. "no problem!" gon said happily. y/n left to head back to her room as usual. she sat on the floor at the foot of her bed. tears slid across her face and her body frozen and numb.
