The Difference (2)

Ch. 22

I like Lassen. No, I love him. I have a crush on my brother. I love him in 'the way'. I like like him. Oh my god!!!

I can't believe it. I'm not against incest, but I never thought I would love my brother like that!! Oh my-this is-this is soooooo........wow.

I can't tell anybody. Nobody will accept me. What would Lassen think if he finds out? What if he's disgusted, or he doesn't love me back!!!! This is probably just a, 'he's cute' kind of crush. A lot of little girls are having crushes on Harry Styles or Zac Efron. Its normal, they grow out of it!!!

But deep inside, I know it's not that kind of crush. This is real, man. I want him to be my husband. I want his babies. I want him.

But we're five years apart. He's an adult and I can't even drive yet. How the hell will that work out?!?!?!

It's true love, I can feel it!!! When you look at somebody and feel different inside, then you know it's true love.

But that's Disney movies. Not everybody's going to get a 'true love', let alone it be their brother!!!!

But who cares? I love him more than anything, I've always have!!!!!!!

Oh my god, this is so confusing, who am I to want to get married to my TWENTY year old brother!!!!! This is going to be hard.