LUST ,LIES,SUICIDES

chapter 1

Im just a broken girl in a broken world.when I was four I world always dream of the perfect life a fairytale life like in the cindrella movies but who knew that dream would all come to an end and not be as I planned.When I was six my mom died she was diagnosed with cancer when I was five she didn't have much time left they told us she had it a while but they had just discovered it. My dad then started drinking when he came home he would only hit me.

But then came a night when he started to rape me .I was in my room doing homework and he kicked the door I don't kno if he was drunk or not he then looked at me and said daddys little princess me not knowing anything or thinking wrong I just smiled .He then closed the door and locked it that's hwn I got off the bed and said daddy what are you doing he came closer and spoke softy to my ears and said im doing what a father is suppose to do.

I was confused as to what he was trying to say .he then unbuckled his pants and grabbed me by my hair and put me face down where he pulled down my panties I had on my nightdress.And I felt him inside me as it hurt I was trying my best I cried and screamed into the pillow until he stopped and said this is daddys little pussy now and smiled .I looked at him in disguist and he came out of the room I saw blood on the sheets and also between my legs as I tired to get off of the bed I felt soar and weak and I fell down I manage to get up and went into my bathroom and locked the door as I turned the water on and took a shower.

I cried my eyes out while I took a shower and said how could my own father do this to me I was eight when he took my innocents from me a lonely broken child with no mother at her side to comfort nor hold her im now 16 and he stilldoes this to me.I was a child that was and still is afraid to speak up a child that dosent kno what to do who to ask for help who to trust if my father could do it so can strangers.

I miss my mom and I talk to her in prayer asking her why she didn't help me that night my father raped me because I kno she is watching and looking down on me knowing I needed and still needs her help.

im sorry its short but the next chapter will be longer I had writers blocked for a minute plz vote and follow me