The Pain A Smile Can Hide

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[Author's Note: Okay I really love this song by Blue Foundation called Eyes On Fire. This was featured in Twilight, the first one. I listened to this while writing this soo yeah.. but On To The Story]

Kaitlyn's P.O.V.

It is now 3:00 a.m.

January 12th 2018

I am sitting on the bathroom floor. I watch as the blood seeps through the cuts on my arms. I cut everyday now. I'm alone. Xavier stopped calling, Justin's always on my case. I am worthless. I went back to school at Jackson High. I was able to get in the 10th grade by my age and statistics. I am doing very well. I am passing with all A's. I have a job at Domino's paying 5 dollars an hour. Its not much but its enough to pay bills and get a burger from McDonald's. 

I have friends. But they aren't real. I smile, joke, play, and even smile with them. But that only shows how much pain a smile can hide.

Xavier's P.O.V.

I walked inside and went straight to the back.

Chris and I started to roll up.

"Dude what happened to that girl you was messing with?" he asked.

I ran my hands through my curls.

"Man, she was talking to some dude. Pissed me off but I'm here right?" I responded clearly wanted to get off the subject.

"Damn..." he mumbled.

We began to light up when this girl walked by.

"Say red, come here!" I said.

She turned around and pointed to herself. "Me?" she asked.

"No Batman. Yes you come here." I said.

She giggled and walked over. She sat in my lap.

"Damn, where you come from?" I whispered in her ear.

"I'm new. I just started today." She said back.

"Good, come here let me show you something," I patted her thigh signalling for her to get up.

I took her hand and we went upstairs and into the room.

I picked her up and whispered in her ear, "How about I make your first day REAL special."

Remie P.O.V.

"REMIE!!"

"Yes dad?" I said as I skipped down the hall.

"What's this?" he asked pointing to the bag I told Xavier to get 350.

"Um, money? 350k ?" I responded.

He smiled, laughed even, "No its not..count it!" He ordered.

I sat down and started to count the money.

As soon as I sat down I felt a stinging pain across my left cheek.

I didn't even realize I had fallen on the floor.

He was angry, and that was bad. I got up off of the floor. I tried running for the door but he caught my hair and flung me back to the ground. I cried out in pain.

"YOU JUST DON'T LISTEN DO YOU. I GIVE YOU SIMPLE ORDERS AND YOU COME BACK 30K SHORT?? YOU'RE SLIPPING REMIE!! EITHER YOU TELL PEREZ TO STEP HIS GAME UP OR YOU GO OUT THERE AND DO IT!! YOU DECIDE!! YOU HAVE 2 WEEKS TO GET MY MONEY AND IF IT AIN'T HERE ITS YOUR ASS!!" he screamed. And with that he exited the room.

I ran out of the room so fast and ran into mine. I plopped on the bed and began to sob.

Why me? I thought. I never asked for this.

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