"Mikey, tulala ka na naman"
I snapped out of my thought when I heard my friend. Adik naman 'to nag-iisip na ako kung ano pede maibigay ko kay Lance.
Magaaniversary na kami ngayong linggo at ngayon pa lang ako magcacram kung ano ibibigay ko.
"Epal" sabi ko sabay inom sa milktea na binili namin kanina habang pauwi kami.
"Eh kanina pa ako nagsasalita dito. Alam mo ikaw natatanga ka na naman sa jowa mo ih, usap- usapan na sa school na may kahalikan daw yun" sabi nya na ngayon ay nakapameywang at nagkasalubong ang kilay. Simula nung nalaman nyang niloko ako ni Lance at pinatawad ko naman. Naging bitter na sya sa relasyon namin.
"Proof? Chismis lang yan jusko" depensa ko at ngumiti.
Of course I know. I'm not dumb but I guess I'm acting like it.
"Ay bahala ka, babye na malapit na to samin" paalam nya sabay wave nung kamay nya. As she walk away. Nag isip ulit ako.
"Ano kaya pwede?" sabi ko sa sarili ko habang naglalakad papuntang bahay.
"Hindi pwede"
"Ay pakyu!" sigaw ko dahil sa gulat habang ngayon nakikita kong tumatawa si Lance sa harapan ko.
"Gagu" dagdag ko pa
"Ano ba iniisip mo?" sabi nya at umakbay sakin. We were swaying as we walk. Ito gusto ko sakanya. He makes me feel everythings fine so I'm not letting him go even if its mean I'm hurting.
"Wala" sabi ko sabay kiss sa cheeks nya din tumakbo palayo.
Nakakahiya.
- Anniversary -
Lance PoV
Where is she? It's 2hrs late from what we talk about. I was sitting here like a dope & people are looking at me.
"Sir we're almost closing" the waiter informed me and I got up. I can't also reach her.
"Tao po?" I called outside their house. Its past 9 and I could hear her family is watching TV.
"Oh hijo what are you doing here?" her mom asked me and that's when my heart beats fast. Where the hell is she?
"Andito po ba si Mikey?" I ask with a shaky voice. Her mom's face seems confused as if she don't know how to answer.
"I thought she's with you" her voice cracked and she realized that her daughter is missing.
I got lost of word. I turned around and hears her mom calling her dad and the whole family was panicking. I, also myself is in panick but I can't get it into action. I am more pained of the thought that I didn't even make her feel that I love her. I took her for granted and I did so may stupid things while I'm in relationship with her. I regretted it all.
a/n : i am sabaw while writing this coz it was 1 am and i wrote this for me to fall sleep.
