My soul is lost, now its over again
Taking another Pills to some happy gain
My mind is numb my body is down
girlfriend let me carry this sad crown
My friend died bcs of me
I must saw it every time, in my fkin dream
I hear his voice when im down
I dont want anything, Just die
And thats why i wrote that shit
Just to say goodbye, to my mom
Im really sorry mom i cant feel none
I wish this all is a bad dream, but its my fkin life
I just wanna wake up And feel..
I dont remember my last real Smile
This is no more sad, its so fkin hard!
With fucking suicide inside my head!
I just wanna scream loud
Let everyone know, im still not alright
But only thing i can do..
Is Crying every night or take Pills
And be again numb
Hey mom trust me im alright!
For u i Will fake my smile
For u i Will be lifeless but ill try...
