A/N: there's a bit of self harm and intrusive thoughts. I'll put a trigger warning before it
Em's POV
Markus asked me to meet him behind the school. This must be pretty serious if it's in secret so of course I'm going to go. He seems more nervous and fidgety than normal, so no doubt it's something wrong. I hope everything goes well, I'm so nervous
Time skip to when they're behind the school cause I'm lazy-
No ones POV
Em finally made it to the back of the school and looked up at the male. She smiled softly and waved as she walked over "Hey Markus, what's up?"
Markus smiles nervously as he cleared his throat "heya Em, uh I have something to tell you.."
Em tilted her head "I know, what's up?"
Markus takes a deep breath "I..love you. I love you so much Em, I mean you're like..the best girl I know! You're always there for me and you always help me no matter what. You're just amazing and I..like you a lot.."
Em blushes brightly "wha- h-huh?! I-I mean um..I love you too!! A lot actually. You're so sweet and kind to me, I wouldn't want any other man.." before Markus could say anything she smiled and held up a hand "wait! I have something for you! I'll go get it! I was actually going to confess next week but oh well, I'll be back!!"
Markus chuckled softly calming down at last "I'll wait in the hall okay?"
Em nods as she runs off happily
Em's POV
I can't believe it!! Markus actually loves me!! Ugh I've been waiting for so long to actually hear that!! This is the best day of my life! I've never been happier!
I keep smiling and giggling, I know my face is hot right now, I must look like an idiot hehe, but I don't care! My love just confessed to me! Ah I need to hurry!
I quickly grab what I need and start speed walking to his locker, just one quick turn and soon I'll be in his arms! "Mar-"
No one's POV
There was Markus, lovingly kissing another girl at the locker. They seemed genuinely happy and in love. He had his hands around her hips while the mysterious girl had her hands on his chest. Love. Markus pulled away first as he smiled softly with his kind eyes "I love you"
The girl smiled as she hugged him happily "I love you too Markus! I'm so glad I caught you just in time!"
Em looked at the sight before her. Millions of thoughts came into her head as her eyes teared up quickly. Who is this girl? What's happening? Why are they kissing? Was this all a prank? I don't understand, what did I do wrong? Markus..I thought you loved me.. , she backed away slowly as she hid against the wall to hide from her own lover. Em placed a hand over her mouth to hide her silent whimpers
Markus looked over but seeing no one in sight he sighs quietly "where is she?"
The girl looked at him "where's who?"
Markus looked at the girl with a nervous smile "oh, my friend. I uh, told her to meet me here-"
"Her?" The girl pouts "are you cheating on me? Come on let's go! You can explain to your friend later!"
Markus sighs as he got dragged away by his new girlfriend "I guess so."
Em waited til they were gone, once she knew, she ran as fast as she could to the bathroom. Tears ran down her face as the voices got worse and worse. She stormed in and locked herself in before any student could get in. She let out a sniff before sobbing out her broken heart. Em fell to her knees as she sobbed "no no no..M-Markus...t-this is all a dream right? you..." she sobbed louder remembering the girl. Thoughts flooded her mind like a sea of judgment. Nothing would help her now..
Trigger Warning!! Suicidal thoughts and stuff!!
Em got out a razor from her pencil shaper as she continued to cry and listen to the voices in her head.
Soon blood trickled down her wrists and thighs as she kept going hoping to die knowing the failure she was while alive "WHY?! WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY?!" She screamed the deeper the razor got "why...Markus..why..." she whispered collapsing on her side
She slowly closed her eyes continuing to cry as everything blurred "I thought you loved me..you were my only reason to live..why...I love you..." Em passes out a little after hoping that she could die to be free from all the lies everyone made for her.
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A/N: I might rewrite this cause it's bad and I'm tired
