Sorry I have put up a part in almost two weeks.
As for your questions theguy090801:
1. Why is death and my failures the only thing on my mind?
A. They're not. I think of many other thing, not just depressing stuff I think of how my friends are and how my family is. For another thing I think of my gender identity and sexual orientation a lot, and I mean a lot.
2. Why would I give up so easily?
A. I'm not. I haven't cut or self harmed yet, I haven't gone through with suicide plans. I'm going to go back to a therapist soon, hopefully. I'm trying different things, testing my limits. My anxiety is getting better by doing that. I'm not giving up, I'm trying.
3. Why would I through all my efforts away?
A. Again as the answer before, I'm not. I'm trying, I'm pushing.
But that is about it.
I've done nothing all holidays, besides going on the internet and stuff like that.
That is it.
Bye.
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This Is My Life
RandomAs the title says, this is my life. My experiences, my past, present and future, my depression and most of all my life.