A Cup Of Carter

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Bey pursed her plump lips at the edge of her cup before blowing on the steaming hot liquid inside to cool it down some but it was still hot ash when she took a sip .

Fuck

The only thing worse than hot tea was McDonald's sprite , both of them feeling like eating the Devils ass when you took a sip .

"Mom !" Bey heard from beside her making her jump and spill some of her tea.

When she turned and saw Blue standing beside her with that stupid phone in her face she immediately rolled her eyes .

"Mama , I know those big ears heard me " Blue taunted jokingly as she used the good lighting for a bomb selfie she'd post later to her Instagram just to shake things up .

Bey tried her best to ignore her but when she felt her tapping her shoulder she knew blue wasn't leaving without getting what she wanted. 

"What girl " Bey sighed as she finally looked up .

"That's how you talk to your favorite child ? I'm hurt"Blue said into her camera dramatically as she tossed her hand over her forehead and pretended to pass out right onto Bey's lap .

"Get up !" Bey demanded as soon as she felt the circulation in her legs cut off . "You're way too big for this shit " Bey said trying to recall when the hell she told Blue she was her favorite child .

"Not big mama, I'm THICK . There's a huge difference " Blue explained . "Plus I got it all from you " she laughed before sticking out her tongue while she did a little twerk movement with her hip so it could jiggle .

While Bey could be snappy , she was ultimately the cool mom so her daughter rolling her hips and grinding on her didn't bother her as much as the fact that she was disturbing her little taste of free time .

"Girl if you don't go find something to do you won't have a phone for long " Bey threatened weakly as she settled her oldest daughters heavy ass on her left leg so she could finish looking at designs and notes for an upcoming project she was trying to pitch .

"Where's Skai ?" Bey asked hoping her granddaughter could help her out .

She started preschool last fall and even though she had only been in their lives for a year Bey was actually really emotional About her growing up so fast .

It feels like just yesterday she was holding Blue in her arms as she told her about losing her virginity and her secret pregnancy that resulted in a beautiful four year old they had fought tooth and nail for to keep and get blue her parental rights back .

"I feel so loved " Blue said sarcastically as she laid her head on her mother's shoulder . "And she went with Dad to the store so who knows how long it'll be before they get back . She probably convinced him to take her to Disney land and he actually did it " Blue sighed remembering when she was her dad's favorite.

"I know you're not jealous of a damn baby " Bey said when she saw Blue frown before softening up . "You know your daddy still loves you baby , you're the Apple of his eye trust me " Bey assured her .

There was a time after Blue was born that Bey had felt like Jay loved her mom than her and in a mix of words he admitted it .

"Yeah right "Blue said . "He's still not talking to me and it's been a month . No offense but he's being a bitch right now for no reason and it's not fair " Blue sighed .